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[Baker wants to enjoy] Are you afraid of the dark?

Mar 3, 2022 (edited)

Today's sudden power outage forced me to stop working for more than an hour. I remembered the conversation with my family around the candle when I was a child. This moment is so exciting. , We are all used to these bright lights all the time, arming ourselves with all our strength and working hard for life, just like a tungsten lamp that burns constantly, forcing ourselves to light up and telling others: "I am afraid of the dark".

Power outages are a big shock to orthopaedic and rehabilitation clinics (of course, for the boss). In addition to the unusable equipment, the equipment may fail due to sudden power failure. Of course, the most important thing is that if the time goes on , if you have fewer patients, you still have to pay the salaries of doctors, therapists, nurses, and radiologists on the day, which is probably the most headache for bosses, otherwise... we would be very happy!

I remember being very excited about the " power outage " when I was a child. Living in modern society, even in the middle of the night, I still see a lot of light, so the almost complete " darkness " becomes quite rare, especially when the family is together. Gather around the candle and enjoy the thrill of whispering in the silence.

I have always been a light sleeper . I can't sleep peacefully with a little light and a little sound. I should be used to the dark, but on the first day of college , it became huge. I just realized that there is no dark night without my family. , the echo of loneliness is called fear. For a long time, even though I was sluggish every morning, I never turned off the lights in the dormitory (one room per person). Blisters ", in addition to the obvious blisters on my chest and back, I have to endure thousands of " electric shocks " a day (the neuritis caused by the nerve damage caused by the virus will continuously cause the skin near my chest to have instant throbbing pains and tearing), so I finally realized that my fear had turned into a poisonous snake and eroded into my body, so I gathered the courage to turn off the light...

For several nights, I still couldn't sleep, my eyes widened and I stared at the ceiling, gradually ignoring the white noise caused by the locomotives and the wind outside, and recalling my anxiety during this period, my tears still burst, but this time it was not eroded by loneliness, but. It's " distressed " for oneself. For a long time, I have been building walls since I became a single parent and child. I have never stopped moving bricks, painting cement, and building copper walls and iron walls inside and outside , so thick that I can no longer see my scarred self . The long-lost conversation with myself caused me to sink into the darkness again and fall asleep deeply. I walked out of the city wall, broke the city wall, and pulled the self who tried so hard to squeeze out a smile. Tears flowed down the wrinkles on my face, but I couldn’t moisten it. dry heart . " I'm sorry, you can rest now. " Holding him and patting him on the back, he was surprised to find this smiling face that he had never seen before, " It turns out that when I smile seriously, it's actually pretty good! "

I used to be very afraid of the dark, just like I was afraid of seeing myself building walls outside the city wall; now I am in love with the dialogue with myself in the dark , it is a rare moment when I can calm down and listen to myself. Since the invention of the light bulb and the advancement of science and technology, the world has been bright all the time. We have been chasing these bright and beautiful things, ignoring the pressure of scarring on the body, and accumulating, and eventually become depression, anxiety, anger... those who hurt others and Feelings of harming yourself, if you also feel powerless in this prosperous world, let yourself "power outage"! Light the candle and find in the dark those who are broken and fragmented, crying silently, hoping to talk to you in this silent moment.

I'm Baker, I'm a physical therapist,

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Husband, son-in-law...

When wearing or not wearing a therapeutic gown,

normal, usual,

commonplace everyday,

Joy, anger, sadness, and joy, all want to share with you;

Sour, sweet, bitter, spicy, I want you to taste it too.

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