Short story | I have a partner, and I want to have someone else!

When I found out that I was cheated, all my friends knew that my boyfriend had cheated before me. They said there were hints to me, but I was too stupid to receive it. But why not explain it directly to me? They said that they were afraid that later misunderstandings would be charged with destroying other people's feelings.

So my friends are not afraid of me getting hurt?

They said I was too slow, and asked if I didn't notice any weird behavior in my boyfriend during this time? Or pretend you can't see it?

Looking back on it now, there are still some really weird behaviors, such as the frequency of his saying he wants to go out with friends or family members has increased. It has been a long time since I kept my phone away from my home. My boyfriend is not a person who likes to play with mobile phones, but in the past two or three months, his mobile phone has not left his side all of a sudden.

I asked him about this at the time, and he said that he was recently called by a colleague to play a game together. So it will be inseparable. In fact, he should be chatting with the partner of the affair, but I believed what he said at the time, and I didn't think much about it.

Another point is that our sex life has become less. In the past, there would be one or two times a week. During that time, he suddenly kept saying that he was tired and rejected me, or that he was coping with things. I always thought that he was tired from work, because he really did He was rushing a work plan, and now that I think about it, maybe he already hates me and doesn't want me to touch him.

I'm so obtuse about everything, I think it's because we've been dating for more than two years, we've been so stable, until he found out he cheated, he would report to me wherever he went. Because of my trust in him, I never doubted him. The itinerary reported to me may be false.

After I found out that my boyfriend was cheating, I didn't hesitate to break up immediately, and he didn't even apologize, and immediately moved out of our shared residence.

The two-year relationship has ended like this, and I am still lost in my heart. Everyone said that there is no long-term love in this circle. Friends said that my relationship with my boyfriend (should be said to be my ex-boyfriend) can last for two years, which is a long time.

This kind of ending made me not dare to talk about feelings again, and what happened after that also subverted some of my three views. It is really not easy to maintain loyalty in this circle.

It took me some time to heal my wounds. My friend said that the best way to heal my wounds is to have a new relationship. Although I don’t agree, but two months after the breakup, I downloaded the gay dating app again. software is more appropriate.

Clicking on a page that has not been opened for more than two years, except that there are many young faces in it, there is no difference, the functions are still similar, and what everyone is looking for is "fun" at most.

Now people in dating apps are not wordy, they know what they want, and they will list the conditions in detail on their own pages. Many people say "hi" in the first sentence, and the second sentence will ask you "what are you looking for?" and ask you whether it is "1 or 0". I remember that people used to greet each other for a while before slowly entering the theme.

It feels like everyone is in a hurry now. They are afraid that if they talk too much, they will miss another person and an opportunity. But you have to accept it, now everything is "fast food"! Don't waste time, if it doesn't fit, hurry up to the next one.

Although 90% are looking for fun, there are still 3 or 4% looking for friends. The introduction is written like this, but the real situation is not understood. From such a small percentage of percentages, I find people who have a good eye for a chat.

After chatting with multiple people, there were only two friends who closed their eyes and chatted. One of the two is strong and the other is thin and tall, but they both have one thing in common that I like, and that is wearing glasses.

A friend asked me if I have a special aesthetic? I said maybe I like a gentler man, wearing glasses is to make people feel gentle, or maybe my first love was wearing glasses, so I have been looking for a partner based on this model.

At the same time, both of them asked me to meet. The time is convenient, I decided to meet the tall and thin glasses man first, and then meet the fleshy glasses man.

The day before the meeting, I deliberately went to cut my hair. I haven't talked to Ren Mianji for more than two years, and I want to leave a good impression on others. Maybe get divorced?

Before the meeting, I was full of expectations, and after the meeting, I was speechless. This is also my own mistake. I didn't confirm the relationship between the two before meeting.

They both made an appointment to meet at a coffee shop. The tall and thin man with glasses is not much different from the photo, but he is more mature than the photo. Clean dressing belongs to the Wen Qing type.

Speaking of meeting and chatting to know each other, in fact, such a face-to-face basis is a net worth survey, and also to see if the other person's appearance, conduct or character conform to his ideals, or if he has any bad habits, unless he can act well to cover up, otherwise eat a meal When you drink a cup of coffee, you can see a person's temperament.

At the beginning, I had a good chat with the tall and thin man with glasses. When I asked him how many times he had been in love, he said to me: "I only talked about one term, is this the current one?"

"This one now? Are you still talking?" I asked.

"Yeah, we've been together for more than three years so far."

"But why are you still looking for a partner on the app?" I asked in confusion.

"It is to find a partner, a fixed sexual partner." After listening to him, I rolled my eyes at him more than a dozen times in my heart.

"You do this, aren't you afraid that your boyfriend will know? Aren't you afraid that he will be unhappy?" I absolutely cannot accept it.

"He knows and agrees, and he himself has found a regular sexual partner."

Although this answer made me feel speechless the more I listened, it also caught a little of their relationship: "Are you in an open relationship?"

"There are such plans."

"Why?" Is there a problem in your relationship? "

The lanky man with glasses thought for a few seconds and said, "Actually, we still love each other. Although we have been together for three years, I still love him very much, but we have some problems with sex."

"question?"

"Well, I don't know why I'm not interested in meeting him recently, or I'm not interested enough to satisfy him. We have absolutely no problem with our relationship, so I'm wondering if it's been together for too long, and I feel like doing things is a matter of course. In business affairs, there is a lack of freshness and excitement, which makes me a lot less excited when facing him."

"So you guys are going to find different sex partners to solve this problem?" I don't quite understand this approach.

"I still love him, but I feel guilty for not being able to satisfy him, and he's a few years younger than me, and he's already a little bit more demanding of sex, so after we discussed it, we decided to have an open relationship."

"Haven't you tried other ways? For example, going on a trip, playing drag games, etc.?" I have always had love, and it is impossible for me to lose interest in the other half. Only when I don't love it will I lose interest and don't want to touch it, like The way my ex-boyfriend treated me.

"We've tried everything, but it doesn't work." The tall and thin man with glasses said helplessly.

"Are you really just looking for your own?"

"Yes! My boyfriend has been found, and he has brought me to know him." The tall and thin man with glasses nodded.

"You met your boyfriend's sexual partner?" I was amazed! I really can't understand

"Yeah, would it be appropriate to bring me firmness?"

"But don't you feel a pimple in your heart? When you look at your boyfriend, don't you think of him sleeping with another man, don't you get angry?"

"Of course I will at the beginning, but after I convince myself, I can accept it. After all, this is the way to keep us going." The tall and thin man with glasses has such a big heart.

"Have you found your sexual partner yet?"

"I'm still looking for it, and I've also met a few people recently to see which one is suitable." The tall and thin man with glasses said to me with a smile. His smile made me feel a little numb.

Although I didn't ask, I know that I'm also here for an interview today. But I didn't want the job at all.

I pretended to bless him: "I hope you find him soon."

I didn't think highly of myself either, maybe I wasn't his goal at all, but I couldn't accept an open relationship, I wanted to find someone who wasn't someone's sexual partner, couldn't accept being a lover in bed, or a stranger in normal times. So after the meeting, I blocked him and didn't want to continue to have contact.

After finishing this unpleasant face base, the next day, I dressed up casually with the meaty glasses man face base.

The man with strong glasses is in his thirties. He is a bit fleshier than the photo, but he is not fat but strong. Judging from the appearance, it is the face I like, and it is kind of cute.

But after some net worth investigation, he said something that almost broke me: "To tell you the truth, I have been a boyfriend for many years."

I petrified: "Ah!"

"My boyfriend loves me very much, but he is 20 years older than me, and in his fifties this year, he can't satisfy me in terms of sex. It should be said that he is not passionate about sex. He hopes that I can find someone to fill this deficiency." The man with glasses looked at me sincerely and said, "Can you accept it?"

Is this asking if I can be his sex partner? Right now I want to slap him.

I don't want to ask any more, otherwise he will think that I am interested, although the appearance of a man with strong glasses and glasses appeals to me, but I don't want to be someone's sex partner, I want to end this story quickly: "I hope you can quickly Click to find it! I'm looking for a boyfriend, do you have a good introduction?"

Such an obvious rejection, I think he has received it, because I can see him boasting with a smile on his face.

End the face base, and get the same treatment as the thin and tall glasses man, that is, block it, thank you for not contacting!

Unexpectedly, I lost the first two battles of my comeback! It's not good to be a teacher!

I am definitely not a lofty person. If the other party wants to have sex without a partner, maybe I will agree, but if there is already a partner, I don't want to move. Because I have suffered such a loss myself.

I can accept single gay dating everywhere, which is the norm in the circle. But I can't accept the so-called open relationship, if there is an object, I will come out and fuck! Absolutely not.

This setback made me lack interest in finding objects on the app! So deleted. When it comes to the object, you can grasp it when you encounter it. If you don't encounter it, it is not so sad. You can live well by yourself, just let it be!