寂然
寂然

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The really huge emotion is the market situation, the uncertainty of the future, and the sadness of going downhill step by step.


After a few days of extraordinary times and extraordinary life, I have a lot of emotions. In short, being a person really needs to learn to be flexible and not static.

"Every day is a new test", I used to say this usually to encourage individuals, especially young people who have not yet entered the world, to hope that they will not be afraid of hardships and move forward bravely. Now the new situation, new measures and new actions we face every day are on a much larger scale, testing everyone in the entire society, whether it is a baby in the arms or an elderly person in their 90s, without exception, the impact The range is also very thorough.

"Be patient", "look away", and "it'll be fine in a while" I have often talked about these words in the past few years, mainly because I hope everyone will have a better life, but it's strange, this time I don't even think about these words. I can't bear to say a word of comfort anymore. Yes, it's not that I'm too lazy to say it, it's not that I don't know how to say it, it's that I can't bear to say it.

Of course, I can't say that I am tired, because there must be many people who are more tired and more tired than me, but these days of tossing are actually all-round, in addition to personal encounters and various impacts of anti-epidemic life, assisting and comforting the people around me Feeling confused, as well as information fatigue, low mood, and internal injuries from trying to maintain a tolerant and friendly attitude.

All of the above are only minor emotions. The really huge emotions are the market situation, the uncertainty of the future, and the sadness of going downhill step by step.

On June 23, 2022, a total of 110 positive cases of COVID-19 were found in Macao, and the national nucleic acid test is underway. The Chief Executive, Ho Iat Seng, instructed that from 5:00 p.m. yesterday, certain venues in Macao will be closed, restaurants will be closed, and only takeaways are allowed. . Certain venues include: cinemas, theatres, indoor playgrounds, arcade and video game rooms, internet cafes, billiard rooms, bowling alleys, steam baths, massage parlors, beauty salons, fitness studios, health clubs, "karaoke" establishments, bars, Nightclubs, discos, dance halls, dance halls, barber shops and swimming pools open to the public. The Municipal Affairs Bureau has temporarily suspended the opening of its parks and recreation areas, free waves, activity centers in various districts, indoor facilities and exhibition venues, and the Sports Bureau has temporarily suspended all sports facilities under its jurisdiction.

I have to stay at home to deal with a lot of things this day, so I didn’t go out to do the inspection. In the past, I tended to take my family to do it as soon as possible, so as to have a good morning and peace of mind, but when I arrived on time a few days ago, I had to wait on the street. In addition to the current plague, for safety reasons, I choose to complete the official and private affairs at hand first, and then choose a venue and time period with less crowds. In short, I will finish it on time. In addition to being flexible, being a person also needs to go through one thing and become wiser.

It is very difficult to make a living under this kind of adversity, so it is not appropriate to have too many unnecessary fantasies. Except for yourself, no one may be reliable. This feeling is a bit pessimistic, but it is the truth!

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