0506 Diary _ "After reading this book of human figures, I feel more and more that I am very, very weird."

I fell into irritability and quarrels again in the early morning, which seriously affected my mood to the point of being unable to work.
So I had to do something else first to divert my attention.

So I started looking at human figures.

When I saw the "emotional center" part, I was completely hit.

"Emotions are an inevitable chemical process, don't attribute emotions to somewhere, embrace and embrace the depth and beauty of chemistry. No reason, just ebb and flow with them. Colored people will try to explain, blank people pay attention Don’t equate yourself with emotional waves. Just be an observer.”

And I belong to the "emotional center blank" people——

"Reflects and amplifies the emotions of people with color at the emotional center. It is easy to be influenced by the outside world. It is necessary to understand that those emotions do not belong to them, and there is no need to feel guilty or blame themselves for them. They may be afraid that they will not be able to control their emotions for a lifetime, and therefore often Accepting punishment, I have always been bitter and self-blaming. So later I will try to avoid emotional conflicts and dare not express my true self and needs.”

Many emotions are generated by others and transmitted to us. But we are all to blame. Always feel aggrieved. Especially my sister and my mother are people who are very easy to criticize my emotions, but I often can't control them. I am also the bearer of my emotions, not the initiator. I often don't know what to do, so I blame myself with them. .

Recalling that D once said, "Many creators actually deal with some of their own topics throughout their lives, and their writing revolves around certain topics."

Then I remembered the things I've been dealing with with writing, which is self-identity, emotions, and love. And the people around you in body and mind are actually just cultivating ways to deal with emotions.

The emotion center is the most powerful of the three awareness centers. Twice as powerful as the Logical Center, while the Intuition Center is the weakest. Emotions often overwhelm logic and intuition, and are also new energy centers of the nine energy centers, so we are still very immature in the exploration stage.

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As I read this book of human drawings, I feel more and more like I am very, very weird. Not only are the manifesters who only account for 9% of the total population, but eight of the nine energy centers are classified as a minority. That is, in the world, I can let me learn "how to live correctly". people, very very few. A lot of people's answers didn't work for me, some methods were even poison.

Sun said that he met the Manifestation for the first time, while K said that he had never seen a person where the center of the head, the center of logic, the center of the throat were completely connected, nor that the inner authority was willpower.

I might have been complacent when I heard these words before and thought I was special, but in fact, the more I read this book, the more I realized that the so-called special is that your homework is particularly troublesome, and your homework is especially different from others.

Why special? Wouldn't it be nice to be a happy idiot? They are the majority