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The Power of Forgiveness: How I Reversed in a Disabled State of PTSD II
It's the songs I listened to and the short films I watched to break through the post-traumatic sequelae. It's the same sentence. Everyone's inner resources are different, but I hope they can be used for reference by those in need.
1 Henry Zhang: "Lack" - Alchemist of Steel Revision
// Frozen flesh and unable to stop a fight
Like an anonymous person who died fighting for love
You didn't give me a first aid kit
Today you avoid talking about the truth
Repair the pasture raising white sheep
life as usual
Even if I stay inside the door trying to slap
don't change your sleep
Talk about maintaining the status quo
far from speaking
How outdated weather keeps me from finding my way
Broken body filled with blood
Refuse to be plundered in front of you
later years
Fight against Blizzard with the original intention
Not afraid of panting in low temperature
wish without fear of rejection
Ideal long-term storage, high-altitude hovering is never lacking
This dilemma is solved with both hands.//
//Freeze my nature and I will rekindle my survival skills//
//This body is full of blood
Refuse to be plundered in front of you
later years
The cold wind blows and talks to himself in the mirror
There is always a paradise for nostalgia
Paradise is still visible
Survival willpower and deployment are never lacking
This dilemma is solved with both hands.//
This video reminds me of the family social worker who made me suffer from post-traumatic sequelae, used imaginary methods to make me cling to her, and ended up closing the file with a very rough handling. The screws in the above picture are exactly what she added to me. However, this song aroused my original will to survive. I originally hoped for a chance to have a dialogue and let the other party unlock the lock. In the end, it was me who was like Like hairy crabs, they broke free and broke through the state of being bound.
2 Liutang: "Flow"
//disappeared sweat and water forgotten tears
Feeling tired and tired, full of courage to go back
All things change in Christ The shock of calm waves
Striding on the water forever changing in the Savior
Open my heart and eyes, renew my vision, mission
Rekindle my life from the ashes, give me courage to triumph
Christ I follow you or the end is unknown
In case of emergency, the wind changes against the current, I will not let go, I will not let go//
When post-traumatic sequelae strikes, it is like a sharp wave, relying on God, because of the promises He has given me, to summon the courage within me to overcome.
3 The University of Hong Kong: "Understanding My Virtue"
//Ming me with virtue and steadfast bravery
Inherited knowledge as a shelter
Maintain the footprints of my thinking
No matter how long the night is
Continuous glow and heat
The broad knowledge shows our school motto
Don't change our school motto
Dao is created by people, find my truth with my heart
Building the future with knowledge
Embrace freedom and responsibility with wisdom
Discernment is like a holy fire extinguished and reborn
The evolution of the world depends on the successor
Passing down from the last century to the next century to learn from the past and create the present //
When I listened to this song, I remembered why I want to go to college, thirsty for knowledge, and believe that knowledge can change my destiny. The school motto is God's instruction, passed down from the last century to the next century, that is, the truth is passed on all the way, and love never ends.
4 Jay Chou: "Thousands of Mountains and Rivers"
Thousands of mountains and rivers, countless dark nights waiting for a bright moon
The frontier wind of dreams never blows, never gets tired
East is worthy of the first who makes us pursue perfection
I am resolutely facing the Beiping ground with a thunderbolt
Get ready, don't retreat after this run
The feeling of working hard together
we have the same opportunity
Dreams carry tears and salty sweat
You and I are in the same world and love to travel through it
Dreams and hopes are flying, I'm going to chase
If you have a goal, you won't be tired, waiting for me to surpass it
Everyone has twenty-four hours a day, and God has a fair cost for chasing dreams. Should I dwell on trauma, or should I look to the future? When I heard this song, especially the rhythm of "a thunder on the ground", it also helped my brain regenerate.
5 Lin Feng: "Floating Life Like Water"
Don't be afraid even if you are in the reverse current
As soon as I turn my hands, I take a nap on the waves
No matter how big the tide is, it will eventually fall to pieces
Why not learn how to play in a light boat
If the loved one is wandering on the other side
My heart is easy to let go, it will be hard to be hit
For whom the shock can't be put away
Departure, reunion, sadness, joy and joy
Shan Mo is good at water light and heavy, and also takes advantage of the situation to push
Weakness is nothing weaker than water and water rotation relieves heartache
The capacity is bigger than the water will pressure the breeze
Grind to the stubborn stone and melt the hatred
If you don't strive for the first, you will find nowhere
Never cling to friends and foes to be invincible
You can't be still, you need to know how to work hard
Ups and downs, turn around, turn around, don't stick to the image bubble
Repeat *
Shan Mo is good at water, even if the water goes down, you can enter
Weakness is nothing weaker than water dancing where to control
The capacity is greater than being surrounded by mountains and rivers
Until the stubborn stone disappears, only to see the empty
6 The Blade of Ghost Slayer: Infinite Train Arc - Yan Zhuyan fights against Yi Wozuo with all his life
7 The Bible: David beats the giant
-The 3.35 start clip is the clip I watched and listened to repeatedly when I was preparing for the first aid test
8 Comprehensive BGM
my sky lyrics
//In the endless night all will be destroyed
At least I still have dreams and I am moved by you
It turns out that the beginning of the dawn is in my heart
As long as I have dreams I'll see rainbows//
Nine Nine Eighty One Lyrics
//The Ten Square Demons are thirsty for my fragility
I'm forcing you to break down one by one based on your tactics. I want you to know my true colors.//
10 FIR Fly Band—Fly Away
Fly away no matter how many tears are shed
The motivation to keep going is still there
Nothing I will be afraid
The morning breeze is so mundane and seemingly simple The fog dissipates
Slowly woke up in the gentle sunshine, ready to face the challenge
In the new century, it is good or bad to let go of the past
The road to my dream is not as easy as I imagined, I have to be braver
Memories are like a vortex that pulls me away
The clock of time is ringing, I shouldn't stay
Fly away no matter how many tears are shed
The motivation to keep going is still there
Nothing I will be afraid
Fly away no matter how difficult the future is
I can still feel my heart beating
Nothing I will be afraid
10 Inspirational
a) https://youtu.be/WVI26f0diYs
b) https://youtu.be/20UCkr8C5j8
c) https://youtu.be/dYSQaiqDUF4
d) https://youtu.be/TznSNP33gSM
11 Pacific Coffee Someday Sentences
Whether it was learning first aid or going to church, I was in a state of incapacitation at the time. Originally, I planned to get better with post-traumatic sequelae and deal with housing and financial issues before going back to church or learning first aid. Because of this sentence, I tried Muslims and first aid to restore a stable heart from a crisis.
12 Peace of mind
landslides of the past
Only because of your voice shocked
The waves overturn the sea and turn the river
The waves are no longer turbulent because the Lord loves me
Looking back on everything, focus on you, the Lord
Looking back, everything went through with peace of mind
Looking back on everything, focus on you, the Lord
I have peace of mind with you
During that period, a person said to me, "Maturity is not the maturity of how many things you have experienced, but whether your heart is stable enough." In order to have the same spiritual level as the other person, I kept listening to this hymn over and over again at that time.
The Bible soundtrack : The Faith
13 Kung Fu Panda and the movie "Meet Socrates at the gas station late at night"
(-4:56-3:39)
14 Christian Phrase Card: Put your heart on the things, not the things on your heart.
15 Fate clip: The so-called ideal is to stick to the original intention and move forward bravely
Holding the belief that "brain nerves can be reshaped", I punched the little girl with a twisted neck and looked to the future when I was preparing for the first aid exam. The remodeling feels like this.
When Emiya Shirou faced him from the future, he knew the price of being a hero, and pursuing the ideal of "no one was hurt at all" was nothing but betrayal, but he still adhered to his original intention and implemented his determination. , defeated him from the future. This reminds me of who I used to be. I worked hard for my ideals, and after a lot of hard work, I still completed my degree.
It is worth mentioning that, I have not experienced the time of God, but I have made a realization that no one understands, and embraced the life of a machine. Even though he suffered all kinds of injuries, he still insisted on being "unstained out of mud" for a long time, and he was not affected by others. Before the serious injury, he had no idea of revenge, but his emotions were repeatedly numb. Only by connecting with God and entrusting hatred to him can you be a good helper emotionally. Only God can cover all scars.
16Fate Zero Promised Victory Sword
As I work to overcome PTSD, I hope the Lord will see my determination to keep the mission He has given me and my hunger for His grace.
This article is a companion piece to "The Power of Forgiveness: How I Overcame PTSD", and the bottom line is that the inspiration was at the time
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