Little NI's Paradise Road

(by Cutefish, October 21, 2011)

Chapter 1 Death

After the blood oxygen concentration slowly dropped from 100 to 93, I have roughly heard the conversation between MI MI and Aunt Yiqing. After increasing the oxygen concentration, there was no improvement. I was a little scared, nervous but looking forward to it. Geared up and ready to go on my way to heaven. The number of the heartbeat monitor suddenly changed from about 130, as if it was adjusted randomly by naughty children, and it rushed to more than 200, which made Auntie Tiger think that there was a problem with the instrument, but I didn't know that there were many God Dad Pies around me. The angels who have come, are preparing to welcome me to another unknown kingdom of joy.

After Brother NA and Aunt Tiger left, when MIMI went to the toilet to wash her hands, I suddenly grabbed Grandma's hand, hanged my eyes, and swallowed my last breath, the last breath I could barely breathe. It is officially announced that I have passed the many tests in the world, and finally I can get rid of this body that has been devastated by cancer. I look at the belly that looks like an October pregnancy because of the enlarged liver and spleen. I look at the sallow because of the lack of hemoglobin and platelets. And the bruised limbs and cheeks, looking at the calf as thin as a bird's foot, I felt an unprecedented lightness like a swallow, and the effect was better than morphine, making me forget where I was. place. Yes! This is the seventh bed in the 93 ward of Rong Zong. There are MI MI, my favorite, Grandma, who calls each other Ma Ji, Aunt Hulk who cares for me infinitely, and Aunt Wan Zhen, a nurse who is always laughed at by me. They surrounded me and made me not feel lonely and scared.

Slowly, I began to notice that the grief-stricken MI MI accepted Aunt Wanzhen's words in a cool way, "Yes, this is the way to go!" Grandma kept shouting NI NI, and Aunt Hulk was touching Looking at my face, I realized that my body has already changed, and now I am super comfortable without the useless stinky skin. I am no longer a "wire baby". Since the onset of the disease at the age of three and more than three months, the port a that I cannot get rid of, and the Hickman catheter installed on May 9, can no longer restrict my movement at this moment. , Aunt Wanzhen and Aunt Hulk are working together to fasten the Hickman catheter, and then cut it off with a click. Grandma packed the hot water and wiped my body with a towel, because she knew that I was famous for being clean and couldn't stand a bit of a dirty turtle-hair personality. It was very different from my dad who was rushed to the hospital later. ! MI MI looked at me reluctantly, while busy going to the nursing station to find Aunt Qianqian and Aunt Zhichen to go through the death certificate and discharge procedures. This time the steps are different from the previous discharge. It seems to be more troublesome, but the actions of the aunts And very fast, so that MI MI can quickly complete the documents that should be done.

By the way, on the morning of August 29, 2011, I was so exhausted that I couldn’t breathe, and I was so tired that I didn’t even have the strength to cry. The pain of not being able to get air, my lips being dry and peeling from the powerful oxygen blowing all the time, and after barely sucking in a few drops, I no longer have the strength to respond to MI MI, Grandma, or anyone around me, I just keep on I gasped until Aunt Yiqing came in the afternoon and found that my pupils were dilated, and then the rhythm of breathing changed. Doctor Fang Kuipu (Fang Naiwen) informed Dr. Yan, and then it was the situation I just said, and when my father arrived (see The tearful dad, I know he loves me, even though I often say that I don't love him, but it's all intentional to anger him, who told him that he wasn't considerate enough to me and couldn't understand the pain of my illness!), MI MI just finished the formalities, so I watched myself being covered with a cross quilt and a white cloth, pushed to an elevator that I had never taken before, and then got into a van, drove to Huaiyuan Hall, and was sent to a small room .

With the deafening sound of the ambulance, it only took two hours to drive back from Taipei to Chiayi, and I finally returned to my long-lost hometown, but this time I watched my "body" freeze, a little Sad and not used to it, but the Grandpa angel next to me held my hand. Although I didn’t know him yet, I gave myself to him with confidence and flew to my new home, one with my own room. , There is also an omnitrix-shaped swimming pool. I began to get used to the newly grown small wings. MI MI once taught me that the small wings should be put away when not in use, and don’t get too wet when swimming. Take care of yourself, and then Adjust the channel of my personal big TV. With this amazing TV, I can see my family at any time when I miss them. 26 is my brother, 15 is MI MI, and 25 is Grandma. , Channel 88 is Dad Channel. Of course, Channel 93 is the exclusive channel of Ward 93. As a senior, I can monitor everyone and take a good look at this place that once made me painful but full of memories.