self in each period

What period of self can represent the complete self?

In fact, this is a very strange question, just like a few days ago, I watched the movie "Moon Lao", in which there is a scene where the cleric in the underworld asks the protagonist to choose a photo as the cover image of his life review.

This scene is actually quite interesting. But I feel like if it were a choice, I might choose obstacles.

Every period of life is a part of me. I don’t think there is a time when I can best represent my complete self. If I take out any part, I may not be who I am now.

So, do I really like who I am now? Otherwise, why do you want to be who you are now?

I want to like it! I want to be.

I want to say, "I like it!" without hesitation, but I'm not quite sure yet. I'm afraid some people think I'm too narcissistic? ! I'm afraid that I'm not complete enough, I can't like myself so much? !

Recalling the days when I was undergoing chemotherapy and receiving treatment in the hospital, I hated looking in the mirror. Besides seeing myself becoming haggard and unsightly day by day, out of pity for others, I sympathized and took care of myself. sad.

My body doesn't seem to be mine. She has rashes, peeling skin, and even black virus warts. I lie in bed every day, but my face looks like someone who hasn't slept for several days or has taken drugs, Yintang is black, and the dark circles under the eyes are as big as a panda, but it's not cute.

My body is mine! But not because she's completely better. I'm thinking of "care" and "acceptance".

Take care of yourself in every period, even if you don't like her, don't hate her! I love her and she will love me.

Accept her no matter what. This sentence is meant to express unconditional love. I want to love myself this way and love others this way.

Looking at the photos from many years ago, I like the way I look with long hair; look at myself in the mirror now, I like the way I look with short hair.

Hair length is just a way of personalizing abstraction into concreteness.

Should I be considered a lover of beautiful girls? ! Or in fact, everyone has a certain degree of love for beauty, but it's just different!

When I became ugly day by day in the hospital, I lost confidence and said to my dad, "Dad, I'm so ugly now."

"After that, it will get better!" Dad comforted me.

I don't want to lie to myself that the haggard look is beautiful, but I want to hug the very unbeautiful self.

Perfection is not because of the word "beauty", I think it contains more complete ingredients.

In the ward, I used to feel that I was afflicted with disease and incomplete! I told myself to piece myself back together.

But what kind of me is complete? What kind of me is beautiful?

"What is really important is invisible to the eyes." The little prince of planet B612 also comforted me.

However, the comfort of others is not as good as the total acceptance of oneself.

During meditation, I thought of "mindfulness". I love what it means, not just having positive emotions, but accepting that you can have any emotions, including negative ones. The "righteousness" of righteous thoughts means "unbiased", so let me accept myself in every period without any bias!

cute too! Not cute! Childish or mature.

Ask me again: "Do you like who you are now?"

"like."

"One Photo, One Mood" series:

• a book that likes you
• first gold ring
• a cloud-like bath ball
• how to recognize a flower
• Hey! Look, there are pineapples there
• The green traditional electricity meter
• Hide things, hide your baby
• good at camouflage
• look up
• The Drunkenness of the Mountain City in the Rain
• new york cat
• Happiness is the sunlight shining through the leaves, just happened to be seen by me
• past seasons
• Down for a while

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