Remember / A New Year's Eve

No one knows that he has four roles.

Insomnia on the first day of junior high school, and I lost my temper early in the morning on the second day of junior high school. I was very angry with several favorite reading platforms. I posted an article neither soft nor hard. Thinking about it, it really doesn’t match the tonality of writing. It’s based on consistency. Persist, and finally press the hidden station. However, in the era of Internet backup, there are always so many footprints that cannot be erased. Looking at the article hanging on the article list, my heart is still calm.

Since getting married, my Lunar New Year has gradually lost the festive atmosphere. In the first year, I went home as a daughter like a normal person, and enjoyed the Lafayette-level treatment with a five-month pregnant belly. This year is the second year, and I finally face up to my "should".

I'm actually very lucky. My in-laws are kind and kind and don't interfere much with our small family. My husband's personality is soft and even respects me too much. For a control freak, this kind of husband's family makes me very happy and satisfied.

At the end of last year and the upcoming New Year's Eve, my in-laws announced that they would not be there during the Spring Festival, so we didn't have to go to pay New Year's greetings, and we didn't have to worry about the New Year's Eve dinner. A rebellious daughter-in-law - a New Year where you don't have to serve your parents-in-law, and you don't have to obey etiquette.

Now that I think about it, I'm really a douchebag. It's not the "Rebel Girl" written by Du Xiulan, but in terms of mood, it's not far off. Although I am a father and mother, I am extremely disgusted with going back to my parents' home. The relationship between the mother and the natal family is close. Although it is not a traditional big family, the grandfather's family, as is very common in time-travel novels, sets rules and talks about face. Although I gradually returned to the family relationship as I got older, the shadow left by my grandfather when I was young still lingers. I am always conflicted, and I am happily playing, laughing and chatting with Caiyi entertaining my relatives. When I go back to my small house, I close the door and open Diablo III and frantically vent all the things I hate.

This year, because of the new arrangement of my husband's family, my husband and I decided to take a trip, so this was the first time in my life that I didn't have dinner with my mother and grandfather's family on New Year's Eve. It may be a bit politically incorrect to say this, but I finally have a sense of "free" liberation.

My husband knew that I had 10,000 unwillingness to go back to my parents' house on New Year's Eve, so he also arranged other things with me very righteously. On the first day of the new year, he took care of the children by himself and let me sleep well. , made up a full eighteen hours of sleep. I feel sorry for him and the child, and they have no food to eat. I sleep while the child can't find me, so I cry desperately. The child is eating non-staple food. When I finally got up, he was very considerate of my exhaustion despite his uneven face. He didn't say a word to let me hold the baby to feed, while instructing him to do this and that, and he could not sit down and have a good meal until the evening. Seeing that I stipulated that he must write a detailed log of the baby's life, while praising my husband who loves me without limit, I feel that I am really the worst wife and mother in the world.

After I finally woke up, the child slowly stabilized. Although there are thousands of people who don’t want to—I really want to fall down and sleep with him for another 5,700 years—I still get along with my husband obediently, and concentrate on playing the role of a gentle mommy, playing with me, talking with me, and breastfeeding. During the meal, the little baby pulled me by the neckline and acted like a coquettish mother on the spot.

In the middle of the night, the child cried and refused to sleep. Even my husband and I were turned upside down. Even at this time, I couldn't sleep. And today, the second day of the new year, should be the day to go back to my mother's house for dinner.

I'll let you know how I'm doing when I wake up.