Hanging out with kids

After I first learned to look for my inner child, every time I looked for him, he would come and greet me with a smile, making me feel loved. And every time I want to leave, he will be very reluctant, making my heartache. But he was still dirty.

I didn't try to clean him up again, but I still hoped that he would get clean soon, I think that means "healed".

Once I looked for the inner child again, and he was filthy, swinging on a big tree. When the child came down, he found that Qianqiu's rope was soiled by him. He looked at me nervously, afraid that I would scold him. When I saw the black Qianqiu rope, at first my heart tightened and I felt disgusted, but when I saw the nervous look of the child, I softened. I wanted to clean Qianqiu's rope, but I was afraid that the child would be sad, so I made myself as dirty as a child, and then hugged the child to hang out with Qianqiu. The child felt my acceptance and was very happy.

When I was leaving this time, the child didn't feel sorry for me anymore, but happily said goodbye to me and went back to his room.

I am very happy to see that the child's sense of security has become stronger.

Although it was two years ago, I still feel very touched when I look back on it today.

(Written on October 21, 2021)