Abyss (Dark/Humanity)

In an accident, I lost my sight.

Obviously I can't see anymore, but I feel a gaze staring at me.

"Who?" I asked.

No one answered.

Some people say I'm not used to the dark, some people think I'm suspicious, some people worry that I'm being targeted by perverts.

No matter how others comfort and accompany me, I still feel that gaze.

I always feel that my every move is in the eyes of others, I always feel that someone is judging me, I always feel that someone will jump out and attack me when I don't care...

On rainy nights, I take a walk alone in the street. The sound of the rain was pattering, but it couldn't hide the man's panting. The man has been following me for quite some time. I hurriedly turned to the alley, and the man accelerated to catch up.

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With the sound of footsteps, I accurately estimated the distance between myself and the opponent, and inserted the knife into his throat with precision.

"Is that what you've been staring at me?" I asked.

He couldn't answer me.

Finally got rid of that annoying look.

Unexpectedly, before taking two or three steps, I felt that gaze again.

"Who?" I asked.

No one answered.

A few days later, another rainy night. I killed another guy who was stalking me.

I didn't have time to be happy, I found that the gaze had not disappeared, and the ghost lingered.

"Who?" I asked.

No one answered.

I no longer run away and go to the source of my gaze.

He could not hear the footsteps of the other party running away.

Is the other party planning to attack me when I approach?

I stopped, stood there, and watched the changes.

constant. The other party is completely integrated into the environment. There was no breathing sound, no body odor, no movement to raise the air around him. It seems that there is no form, or even... it doesn't exist.

ghost?

Chilling bone.

Over the next few days, I attended several parties in succession, hoping that the lively and joyful atmosphere would drive away the evil spirits. However, that gaze followed him like a shadow. Sometimes he is behind a gentleman who is chatting with me, sometimes he glances at me from a corner of the room, and sometimes smiles at me through the reflective material on the wall.

I'm on the brink of collapse.

One day, I participated in a reading meeting and listened to a fellow traveler reading a famous book.

"When you gaze into the abyss, the abyss gazes into you." Someone read Nietzsche's famous quote.

A word awakens the dreamer.

I began to understand who was staring at me.

Never sit still.

I want to take the initiative to solve them.

Prepare a knife and a sharp blade to outwit the heads of all the wicked.

Not dying.

The heads were neatly lined up on the ground, asking me if I had no grudges and no grudges, how could I relieve the pain and kill me.

"No grudges now, doesn't mean no grudges in the future - I'm worried that you will attack me in the future."

The chiefs laughed loudly, laughing at their wrongful death.

"I'm a weak girl, blind in both eyes. It's normal to worry about being killed."

The chiefs scolded me for being nervous and psychopathic.

I threw up my sharp blade in anger and chopped the heads into meat sauce with my hands.

But I missed two thin lips - I can't see where it is.

Thin lips said, "You are worried because you have a 'heart'."

The knife fell from the hand, and the thin lips were divided into four.

Dead silence.

That look again.

Where did it come from?

Nowhere else - in my heart.

I suddenly recalled the thin lips words.

I worry because I have a "heart".

If I don't have a "heart," I won't worry anymore.

Open the body, want to get the heart.

found no heart.

There is only a void of blackness.

like an abyss.

Endless.

unlimited.