21st century horror

Assuming that time exists, human beings will experience the past, present and future on this axis, then the 21st century to the present, only a few years that seem insignificant compared to the denominator, the world has fallen into such a huge chaos, and continues to encounter The waves sweep and submerge, and you don't know where the final water level is. But maybe it is the Russo-Ukraine war, maybe a Chinese was arrested in Russia for "promoting homosexuality", and all the evil corners of the world and all the evils that have happened have merged into this 21st century horror.

From this point of view, the "center" of the world has indeed changed as one wished. Between China and Russia, such a huge vortex has formed, attracting the attention of the whole world to this place, and people in it don't think so.

The bloggers who recently posted pictures of the pride parade on Weibo were bombed. Xu Haoyang, who was previously expelled from Russia for the crime of "promoting homosexuality", said in the video that he hoped that more people would see and understand the dangers of this country. I think the same applies to his home country as well. After "The Transient Universe" won the Oscar, the People's Daily had no choice but to comment on the film, but the word "homosexuality" could not be pronounced, only saying that it was "the daughter of a Westernized life". Our motherland so hates and fears all its daughters who live a Westernized life.

The Ukrainian soldier who came back from the Russian-Ukrainian battlefield held an apple and wept. The sadness on his face seemed to accumulate sympathy for all the disasters in human history. We, all of us who pretend to be nothing in our daily life, do we also occasionally wake up from our dreams and realize that there are still wars going on in some parts of the world, civilians are dying, children's homes are being destroyed... and what we hear about Burma The last news is that a poet was executed, all good and righteous people were imprisoned, and the ruling military government airstrikes the town of Sagaing Banganbolu, killing at least hundreds of civilians.

The world is more concerned about when the economy will recover and whether people wear masks. Even if a new wave of infections arrives, it may not be as terrifying as what is happening now. There was a time when people justly shouted, "Stop it!" and then felt powerless, then just swept away by everyday life.

We have to look back and face our own survival dilemma. Unemployment, economic downturn, unsustainable life, and some people slipping deeper into the abyss. It was reported in the news that people between the ages of 23 and 34 met to commit suicide by jumping off a cliff in Tianmen Mountain, leaving a suicide note with only one sentence: I have the capacity for civil conduct, I committed suicide, and it has nothing to do with others.

Sometimes I want to still believe that the world is good and then suddenly one day it turns bad, similar to how my childhood ended. But how naive and ridiculous, how full of anthropocentric stupidity is this kind of thinking. On the contrary, if you can detach yourself from this identity and watch the human species go to the end like a collective stranding, it may be a good thing for the world and other creatures. Sometimes imagine them going to each other and saying: Humans are crazy, they are dying.

This is how I see the world in front of me. I also know some ways to make people happy, but it must be admitted that it doesn't save anything. Everyone is going crazy these days, from old to young, and their spirits are in jeopardy. A lot of words can’t be continued before the beginning, the rest is like a dead snake, festering from the inside. Compared with burning, the kind of bruised bones and ashes is at least clean, but rotten has ten thousand kinds of filth. The way.

My heart was ashes, damp and cold. Recently, I accidentally reviewed the evaluation of some things in the past two years, and I was surprised to find that it was full of hatred. And before all this happened, I was still riding against the wind, thinking of those horrible doctrines, comforting myself, as long as there is still love, all kinds of love, my heart will be filled with tenderness, and I will be able to resist evil , to avoid becoming a monster yourself. But is this result too sad, have I loved anything, have I actually been moved by something. why am i so angry.

The news will say that we are young people who have nowhere to vent, but they "use" us so mercilessly, including our anger and even hatred. It seems that no matter what, we end up with the evil we fought against in the first place, we love, it sucks our love, we hate, it takes pleasure in sucking this terrible power.

Sometimes when I see those who concentrate on making a bowl of burning noodles and painting the deep blue forest and moon sky, I wonder if that is a way. But how can life be a way? If you think this way, you may have deviated from peace. Even if you really do that, you will not get real peace. Sometimes I doubt that the so-called peace is simply the result of this huge human being unable to burn after puberty fades away.

So we can only do it, when the terror comes, don't avoid it, but don't have to face it, only use the remaining time to describe it, and engrave it before you completely burn or rot.