Ah Xian's text made me cry again

Just read the "slow" article by Ah Line ( @Sunline) , the useless Danielson is in tears again, now I really can't watch/read any movies, tv or articles about family love, I will be easy Like a faucet, it can get out of hand, and it won't be able to turn off that faucet for a long time.

Seeing Ah Xian mentioning that his mother's actions have slowed down significantly recently, she immediately thought of Dan's mother, because she is in a very bad state now, and every time she thinks of her, she is sad, and she can't help choking and crying, unable to be herself for a long time.

When I went back to Taiwan last time, I was very sad to see my mother's condition going downhill rapidly. I didn't want to talk about my mother's current situation in detail today, but because of A Xian's article, and I just saw this photo again, I felt even more sad in my heart.

This photo was taken by Danielson's niece when he returned to Taiwan in March 2019. It was the last time Danielson saw his mother could barely move on her own. The last time she came home, she was bedridden, unable to speak, and unable to eat normally. Only use a nasogastric tube for liquid food.

To be honest, that trip back to Taiwan to visit relatives was also the first time in my life that I fed my mother like this, and I didn’t notice that my niece took this photo at the time. Afterwards, my niece passed the photo to me, and I saw it immediately. shed tears.

When I was feeding my mother, I kept saying "this is not true" in my annoyance. I never thought that it was my mother who fed us when we were young, but at that time it was time for my mother to need someone else to feed her. Taiwan, in less than a year, my mother can't even feed her like this. I started to think, was my decision to leave home for the first time right? I started to feel sad The time spent with my parents in this life is really too little. When I was young, I never felt that I had to face the day when my parents got old (although I knew it was unavoidable), but I really never thought that I would come to me so soon. To face the experience of such a day to come.

I am grateful to my mother for giving me life. I am grateful to my mother for her hard work in raising so many of our children. Although she never had the opportunity to receive education, she came to my father's house from a very young age, and naturally married my father and worked hard with my father all my life. , but her character education for our children is no worse than anyone else's. I really appreciate my mother's dedication to this family. The sad thing is that in her later years, she didn't have the opportunity to enjoy happiness, and even more so in the past. In the past few years, she has successively sent away her three children and her father who has been holding hands for a lifetime, which is really putting her in danger.

You may not remember everything in your life now, but we will definitely remember the supreme hard work you dedicated to our family in this life. Thank you mom for everything you gave us, even though we were not rich at all, even living in poverty and poverty. It's hard work, but since I was a child, I have seen the hard work from you, and learned your perseverance and strong vitality, diligence, kindness, love, responsibility, honesty and basic moral cultivation of life. This is the greatest wealth you have given us in this life. , I really thank you, and I want to say sorry to you. I have never made you happy in my life. When I get old, I will see you in bed and suffering from dementia.

Sad to see this photo again, but thankful to my niece for taking this photo as it will be one of my most treasured images.

I didn't want to consume my own mother, it was really because of Ah Xian's article, and I happened to be sad when I saw this photo again!