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The recent mood is very like washing the sauna again. It seems that I have experienced all kinds of emotions. The day is approaching, the inexplicable loss is more and more obvious, the flesh in my heart seems to be eroded, and I have experienced it before. , the most serious one is when you have a tooth pulled in a car accident.

He has always been a caring child since he was a child. Although he is also skinny, he is never sloppy when it comes to being considerate. Your mother's heart is always warmed by you.

The first time I felt your kindness was when you were not in kindergarten, you already knew how to save money for your mother at a young age, and chose a kindergarten with a cheaper monthly fee. I was riding a motorcycle and you stood in front of me with eyes wide open. warmed by you.

I don't quite understand how you, who are only four years old, know what "cheap" is, and you think for the sake of your mother, so that I can experience the warm feedback from the child. I am really happy.

That time, because I was unwell, in order not to let my sister quarrel with me, you in the middle class of kindergarten used your small body to carry your sister, who is more than two years younger than you, but couldn't stand firm. Both of them fell down the stairs, and I ran in a panic. When I left the room, I thought of you, but my heart was full of reluctance. I understand, I really understand the thoughtful things you do for me. Picking up you and your sister, I can only hug with tears, because I don't know what else to do except hug.

Because you are the eldest grandson, I am always strict with you and make your little heart bear many burdens. I remember when I apologized to you, you and I both cried. You cried extremely sadly. I know that the result of my emotional discipline hurt you deeply. No amount of apology can make up for this regret, but you know, You forgave me when you were still in third grade.

For the first time, I shed tears of joy for the joy of your growth. When I saw you running on the sports field, my tears could not stop. The teacher standing beside me must have been frightened by me. .

Mother's tears are always worthless, because they can easily seep out, anytime, anywhere, as long as they see your growth and crown, they can flow out, like an inexhaustible spring, just because you are a mother's child.

Seeing your drama performance on the stage and the worship of the leader made me cry in tears when I was offstage. This is not only your growth but also the achievement of your mother.

When you had to pull out your teeth because of a car accident, my heart felt like it was being torn apart. The pain in the body can be endured, but the pain in the heart is not easy to heal. But for that I thank God for keeping you even more, so the pain subsided, and now it seems to be recovering well, but I have to go through this pain again.

In another day, you will truly become an adult, and you will begin to bear the responsibility of a family. My heart seems to lose another piece, but I have to remind myself that this is a new journey and a beginning, both for me and for you, Should be happy. It's just that you don't belong to your mother anymore. For me, this is something that needs to be sorted out.

Recently, you may feel that your mother is often angry with you for no reason. In addition to not thinking clearly about doing things, it is more from reluctance, do you understand? You always say why are you angry again? I hope you understand how a mother feels. It seems that the feeling of parting is not only separation on the side of the soul, but also separation from a part of myself, which is actually quite painful.

In addition to living a good life in the future, you must learn to love your wife and tolerate her weaknesses. Although I believe that you will be fine if you are considerate, you are still worried about the future. The initial run-in requires patience and learning from each other, which cannot be achieved overnight. With God among you, the future will be extremely happy.

A mother's worry is always overdone, but it also means that your mother's love for you is overflowing, and this love is replaced by these words. I hope that you, who will become a father in the future, also love your children in the same way.