10.12 a dream

"yesterday night, I dream a dream. in the dream, we were running in a tunnel. very dark."

"before that, we were in an underground station. it looks like it has been abandoned for many years. we were playing a game, or were on a school trip. many children, I was also young."

"we see the tunnel on one exit of the station, more deserted than the station itself. I saw it, and I knew that we were supposed to go there. and live there."

"there were a lot of supplements on the way in. beddings, bottled water, essentials. me and another girl took the beddings in. there is a cave on one end of the tunnel. we move in there, ten people staying on one bed."

"it wasn't that the beds are huge, but we were small. we were tiny little people."

"after days, the water is running out. magics start to appear as we hallucinate."

"a girl, younger than me, found a bike outside of the cave. she rides on it, rides it towards the end of the tunnel. and then she disappears. like she has gone to another space."

"then I felt terrified. not in my dream, but as myself dreaming the dream. I felt terrified because I know something horrible is going to happen. people should not be disappearing into the future or the past. nothing good comes out of that."

"a couple of minutes later, she came back, walking out of nowhere. we looked at her at a close distance, but her image still looks distant, and pale. as though she has lived for a long time after she disappears."

"What happens after?"

"I woke up. and I feel sad. I think it's a horrible dream."

"and I feel sorry for myself.", I added.