My Encounter with Weed

(Dangerous speech, enter with caution)

About a year ago, it was the first time I came into contact with weed,

In fact, I didn't have any interest at all at first, so I didn't think it was attractive.

I have also heard from friends that the feeling of smoking weed is... I can't grasp the sense of distance (can't feel it at the moment)

Later, I was influenced by my friends. I heard about various wonderful processes of my friends, which aroused my curiosity, so I gave it a try.

For the first time, in fact, I can't feel the feeling of comfort and enjoyment.

It can be regarded as a little bit of the brain is fighting against the weed, or the brain is adapting to the arrival of the weed,

But what I can feel is that the senses are enlarged and the sense of time disappears , especially listening to meditation music, it will be very pleasant, and then you will feel that time passes very slowly

Later, I occasionally started a weed party with my friends, and the category of each tasting was different because I didn't choose the source, so I couldn't control the quality XD

Some types make you want to eat all the time, some make you calm and sleepy,

Some will make you irritable, will want to move your body, each time has a different feeling, and it is also full of fun

Usually after inhaling/eating, the effect will not come out immediately, and it will gradually feel after about 30-40 minutes.

That feeling is the way that vaguely, unconsciously, silently crawling onto you,

When the effect is exerted, there will be a feeling that the back of the head is pulled back, and it will be slightly tight, and then will officially become demented.

After dementia, I usually have bloodshot eyes, the eyes change and become slack (become more ethereal?!)

So... what does dementia feel like?

It is probably that, when someone says a word, there is no way to immediately absorb it.

It takes three to five seconds to digest, and then they will ask the other person, did you just say blah blah blah?

It's hard to describe, but my friends and I have experienced this experience - "you will fly to a far away place, your own world"

This moment, very, very beautiful, has a feeling of ascending to the sky, without spiritual shackles and shackles.

Usually, the weed party of a group of friends is very funny, all kinds of absurd things happen,

Like a group of demented people chatting, in fact, each is flying in his own paradise,

What we say, there is no connection, it is really different, because some people may be one beat slower, some people may be half a beat slower, and the frequency is completely sorry.

Or once, I kept staring at my friend's face, and when I looked at it, his face began to deform. For example, when I looked at my male friend for a long time, I found out why he had eyeliner and eyelashes, which made me laugh all the time ( It's all an illusion)

Oh yes, if you accidentally laugh out, you will always want to laugh, the switch similar to laughing is turned on, it is difficult to control the reaction of laughing, you want to hold back your laughter but can’t hold it back.

And my friends had some interesting reactions,

For example, when eating a variety that will cause hyperactivity, friends start to swing unconsciously, swaying from side to side, and then it will swing more and more, starting at 40 degrees, and slowly shaking to 135 degrees, (if the sound wave is too strong , it will be swayed. hit the ground) look at this is also very funny!

Also, it seems that I will keep eating it all the time, I think potato chips and ice cream are particularly delicious, and there is a change in taste.

It is also common that when two people look at each other, they will always giggle, look at each other and laugh, not knowing what the hell they are laughing at...!

In short, like a group of demented youths having fun

I remember that there was a time when the pressure was relatively high (I was relatively depressed), and after smoking, I would have a feeling of wanting to vent, but because my friends were present, I was embarrassed to vent, so I still tried my best to restrain myself from talking nonsense.

To put it simply, under normal circumstances, my senses are amplified, which makes me especially like listening to meditation music, which is very comfortable and enjoyable, and then temporarily forget about disturbed thoughts. Usually, the quality of sleep at night is very good, and I can sleep until after noon the next day.

The small disadvantage is probably that if you take too much, you may have a headache the next day, and if it is more serious, you will feel that your brain is disabled, the whole person will be stupid, and it is difficult to concentrate.

The above are all experienced in the United States. I think weed is really not as sinful as I imagined. It makes me know that my nerves/spirits are so fragile and so easily manipulated~