Whispering at night

There are so many things I want to do, but there are few things I can actually do. I always remind myself not to try as hard as I can, because if I fail, I don't have the energy to take it.

I'm so tired, I always feel like I'm going to die in the next second. Those love, love, can't keep me alive

I know that there are many people who work harder than me, but in my universe, it seems that I am the only one working hard. I'm really tired...thinking about it every day or don't wake up tomorrow?

But I still opened my eyes unsatisfactorily every day, got out of the bed, and struggled to live again.

day after day