"on the way."

Date: 2021.10.04

Location: Ganzhuo Wanshan & Zhuoshe Dashan

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In five days, I walked the first mountain walk in my life. Apart from sunburn and a little dehydration, I sat safely in front of the computer and wrote down these days, and I was satisfied.

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Whether it was originally the second section of Beibei, which could not be applied for because of the number of people, or Gan Zhuowan’s crossing, which was changed later, it was a difficult route, and it was not the first choice for most people to challenge the Alpine Longitudinal Walk. At the moment when I was invited unexpectedly, I was actually very worried, but I didn't know why, and I still agreed without hesitating too much.

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Because I was worried, I prepared my luggage more carefully than before going up the mountain. After checking it again and again, I made sure that everything was brought before I set off. However, at the moment of being "more cautious", to a certain extent, I was actually afraid.

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Day by day, even if I am afraid, there is a day to face. When the shuttle bus arrives at the mountain entrance, I can only carry my backpack and go up like this.

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After I actually left, I quickly regained the feeling of going up the mountain, and at the same time I regained my self-confidence. Perhaps the so-called "fear" was really given to me by myself.

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In fact, there is really nothing to be afraid of. Even if he is only a rookie team leader, he is at least a team leader. In the past, he had to be distracted to take care of his teammates when he went up the mountain, but this time he just needs to take care of himself. The only thing left is whether you want to believe in yourself or not.

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After I really believe it, most of the results will be as I want, and because I believe in myself, even if the process is difficult, I can enjoy it.

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Walking up and down the mountain road for five days with a 20kg backpack was very tiring. I was very thirsty without water for a day and a half. It was also very dangerous to walk on the mountain peaks and cliffs. of. As long as you think of anything as a challenge, the predicament will be difficult, but as long as you enjoy it, you can laugh even in the predicament.

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The days of walking in the mountains, two years have passed without knowing it, with the accumulation of time and experience, the farther and farther, the more difficult it is to walk, and because of this, there are fewer and fewer teammates who can continue to walk together.

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Sometimes I'm not sure whether to stop, wait for my teammates to catch up, or just keep going. I am sure I want to move forward, but maybe while thinking about whether to wait or not, I must first confirm whether my teammates really want to keep up, otherwise waiting will become a kind of emotional blackmail to some extent. .

Because I was afraid of being alone, even if I didn’t say anything, I still longed for my teammates to be together, so I hesitated whether to give up and move forward, but in the end I was lucky to meet a teammate who could finish the walk together, and let myself believe that even if it is not easy to walk On the road, I am not alone, as long as I am willing to move forward, I can meet again.

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"Come on! Just keep walking and you'll be there!"

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Every time I walk in the mountains, I always encourage myself like this. Later, I found out that walking is actually difficult. The difficulty is not his skills, but his willingness to step out of his own steps and keep moving forward no matter what situation he faces.

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From resigning to starting a business, and now, walking in a confused life, many times I don’t know what to believe or where I am going, but I am grateful that even if I am lost, even if it is painful, I am still willing to continue to move forward. Every day I took a step, I walked as if I slowly saw the mountain I was going to.

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Although I haven't reached it yet, I always believe that as long as I'm on the road, I'll be able to reach the end one day.