Middle-aged unemployed ___ my pain

I feel the pain of being alive every day

I feel pain for every day and tomorrow

I feel pain that my existence has polluted the world

I feel pain that I can't die

I'm a little drunk

I'm inhaling a little bit of snot

i have no tears

I closed my eyes a little harder and wrinkled my face

I'm a little bit like a normal human

i feel hopeless about my pain

I'm not dead, there's still tomorrow, it's a pity