"Rebirth."

Date: 2021.08.09

Location: Return to Base

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"I think we should be separated."

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Partnership to this moment, unknowingly seven months have passed. From seeing the light in each other's eyes and deciding to go together, to the choice at this moment, the feelings in my heart are very complicated.

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Really relieved, but it feels like a bit of a pity. After all, there are many people who are able to do it these days, but very few people are willing to do it. It's hard to find someone who is willing to do it. I don't know how much fate it will take to meet again.

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Sometimes I feel that starting a partnership is like falling in love, because seeing each other touches a certain emotion in my heart, a lover touches love, and a partner ignites enthusiasm. But no matter how real the emotion is, there is still a reality to face.

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After all, no matter how well-connected couples are, there will always be details in life that need to be worked in, and business partners have their own original insistence on the direction of each decision. The process of running in with each other is no longer easy. Besides running in, there are various difficulties to face. The test is how well you know yourself and what you really expect from the so-called "together".

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Deducting the "love period" for the first two months, the meetings for several consecutive months were almost in a state of quarrel. Many times, I was not sure why I persisted, and even gradually lost my mind about my original persistence.

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Bewilderment is not a bad thing, because to some extent you can see yourself a little more clearly, but also because you are “seeing clearly”, you make yourself stagnant, and “stagnation” itself is consuming life.

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After a few months, it is really impossible to make the so-called "1+1" become "2" at this moment, and it even takes a lot of effort to maintain oneself at "1". But the original choice was to let two people who were a little bigger than "1" become "2".

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It’s probably like the first love, the first time to start a business, there is a lot less caution, only the enthusiasm to accomplish the dream together regardless of everything. But there is only enthusiasm, not burning at the right place and at the right time, and it seems that no matter how hot it is, it still cannot stop the heavy rain. It might still be able to stop it, but what might be needed is two fires really burning together.

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"I don't know why, although we have a lot of differences, it seems that we have adjusted a lot of things, but I don't seem to think that these are the problems."

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Recalling the chat with C a while ago, she said.

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Although the actual love at this moment cannot be said to have faced many difficulties, the days of living together have also experienced countless problems, and they have been solved one by one. way, although it's also possible that it just didn't experience a real heavy rain.

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After going through this road, I originally believed that after falling, I had to get up again, and then move on, so that the wounded place would heal into a cocoon and become stronger. But at the moment, there is no way to break in, maybe because I am wrapped in too many cocoons, so I can't let go of my original self. It may be possible to make one person stronger and stronger, but never two people.

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After falling and falling in a circle, the disheartened person returned to the original point, but he didn't seem to be so lost.

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The first photo taken half a year ago, if life is just like the first time.