What you want to do and what you do for money are separate. unless; you love it

Why?

Because the industry you like to do means you can be yourself without following anyone's orders (in fantasy)
Since it is to be yourself, it is equivalent = to find the money yourself; instead of waiting for the boss to settle the salary for you at the end of each month. Because the boss doesn't want you to be yourself, he wants you to do what he wants you to do.
That's not what you like, it's what your boss likes, and he pays you to make you look what he wants. He - not paying to hire you to be yourself.

But you still have to bend your waist for five buckets of rice, don't you? Who doesn't need it? Except for those born with golden spoons.

Do what you want to do; it's like falling in love with true love. If you want to make true love feel a little romantic, then your purse may be a little less thick. Being yourself in front of true love makes you feel comfortable and happy. But sometimes the true love...is it really the one who is suitable for you to go on? Maybe not?

• You might feel like your wallet is tighter because of him.
• You may feel that you are not free because of him.
• You might feel like you're not like you because of him .

If one is chasing after what one wants to do and finding a way to live by it, it may feel similar to the above.

What you like does not mean that it wants to be chased by you, because you are not suitable for it; it is just that you think it is suitable for you.

Yes, just because you like him doesn't mean he likes you. You probably don't have that ability to pursue him, do you?
Emotionally, your best friend will say to you, "He's so high, how can he fall in love with you! Give up!"
So...isn't it common to "dream you want to pursue"?
And being yourself in love is sometimes impossible, how can you think of people who are doing what they love; they are "free; happy" as you think?
It's all that you use fantasy to imagine their smiles are so innocent, why didn't you expect that behind their smiles, they were actually smiling reluctantly? You know that pursuing what you want to do can starve you to death, that you can make your life not so good "Aren't they?" 』
The people you like don't like - just the people you like.
The people you like will like - the kind of people who sacrifice themselves to be loved.

Are you?

Isn't it just because most people aren't that the reality is to separate being able to support yourself from what you want to do?
Of course, sometimes it's not because you don't love; it's because you can't love him if you want to.
Because we know that the upper limit of our innate conditions is there, we can only verbally say: "I love him very much!" This is why there are many lyrics about dreams in the mainstream pop music market, right? Because we need to use music to wash the unrealized wounds, and use the melody and lyricist to sing their own voices in the process of dream practice. So, what's wrong with not finding what you really want to do? Does not being able to find what you want to do mean that you have more possibilities to try? Why question your own existence? If you feel like your life is as boring as a blank cartoon, you feel like you can't find yourself - who is talking?

Self-pity and self-pity doesn't elicit sympathy and makes people wonder why you question yourself, it's there but you don't look at it?

If you're depressed just because what you want to do is separate from your lucrative work, then ask yourself, "Can you accept their life like that?" Otherwise you won't click into this article. You are already on your own path, if not; with so many slashed youths, isn't it also another option to make your skills a part-time job? You may not be a professional cartoonist, but your drawing skills are trained through art school and yourself.
Why can't you be a teacher? Maybe the students you teach can achieve dreams that you can't, don't you think?

Practically speaking, not everyone can be like those in your eyes - practice what you really want to do

Can't practice, can't find what you want to do, what you love is separate from what makes money; no shame. To repeat what the column often says, society is inherently unfair . Instead of seeing other people complaining about themselves, questioning themselves, inferiority complex, etc... it's better to think about what you can do, it's already very hard to live, isn't it? Society is so cruel.
But you deserve to be proud of it.