July of Frustration | FUN Easy

When I saw the community activities organized by @si xun , I looked at the title and thought that this seems to be my state for the past two weeks. I quickly wrote an article about my chaotic thoughts, seized the time, and participated in the grand event. The time limit for community events is also a push that allows me to regularly produce articles. Otherwise, I may want to wait until I’m not busy to organize slowly, which will become an excuse for procrastination. The longer I delay, the less I can faithfully record my current feelings.

In the current situation sharing on 7/9, it was mentioned that I changed departments and felt exhausted. I later found out that this feeling of fatigue comes from two aspects, one is "learning new things", and the other is "running in" with colleagues and supervisors in the department.

In addition to some marketing affairs, my work also needs to read materials and make reports, and send them to the supervisor for review. On the day of 7/1, my colleague taught me how to make it in great detail, and there are also previous file references in the company's common area. However, there are always some special cases that cannot be made in the same format. Every time I submit the report to the supervisor for review, I will find other conditions that I need to consider because of the characteristics of the case itself, so I need to revise the report again, which is a state of "learning by doing".

In addition, I also observed that everyone in the new department writes in a way of "reporting" rather than "passing information", so that when the supervisor clicks on the letter, he can immediately see the conclusion and key points:

【Pass information】

Sir XXXX

The report on the number of interactions in Matt City is attached, please review, thank you.

【Report】

Sir XXXX

The report on the number of interactions in the city of Matt is attached, and a brief description is as follows

1. XXXXXXX

2. XXXXXXXX

3. XXXXXXXX

I wasn't used to this type of messaging at first, but I understood. I think the supervisors have a lot of letters to read every day. It is indeed the most efficient to be able to see the key points directly in the letters. I remembered that when submitting a manuscript before, it was mentioned in the instructions for submission that the Word file should be attached when submitting the manuscript. In addition, the full text should be directly posted in the letter, which should be the same reason!

PS. At that time, the works submitted were 3, 400 words

In addition, sometimes what should be sent to whom, my cognitive process is different from that of the supervisor, so I will be reminded and need to re-send the letter; or after listening to the ideas of the predecessors and doing the same, the result of the supervisor is different. Thoughts, and therefore need to be revised; and because there is no tacit understanding, misunderstanding the meaning of the supervisor, making wrong actions... Alas, I feel that I have made a lot of mistakes in the past few weeks, and it is only in the mistakes that I can know that this is the case Running, you will feel very frustrated at the moment, thinking: "Why is this wrong again?" You will also fall into a low ebb and lose your confidence, thinking that you will not be able to do it at all?

Frankly speaking, I was very disappointed with myself for the first half of the month, and I would miss these things after get off work, or reflect on what I said and did wrong in the company that day, and my head was still running. Occasionally, I wake up suddenly in the middle of the night, and the quality of sleep decreases. It's amazing that, despite the lack of sleep, when I was at the company, my senses were stimulated by nervousness, which caused me to be in good spirits, as if nothing was wrong, but I ignored that I should go to bed early, which led me to fall asleep directly in the morning on a certain weekday. , as if the computer was forced to shut down when there was no power, and the alarm clock sound could not be heard at all, resulting in being late!

This is also a warning sign that I have to face up to my sleep, but now I am much better than last week! At the same time, I also remind myself to "don't worry" about some things that I can't control: "How long will the supervisor look at this file?" "Will there be more content that needs to be modified?" I can only accept and face it. When I work a little longer, the current setbacks will become commonplace! (Need to learn from other seniors how to adjust to stress)

Thank you Si Kaoru for hosting such a warm community event!

111.07.27 As warm