Our Blues Time / Your Favorite Doenjang Soup

The last two episodes are about the story of Grandma Yudong and her son Dongxi.

A mother who has cancer and will die at any time, and an indifferent son who has been praying for his mother's care all his life, but only bears his mother's indifference in his memory. The last memory of the two.

"Look at your son with the affectionate eyes of a dog!" Dong Xi said to his mother.

Because the mother would laugh when she saw the dogs on the side of the road, hold them to tease, play and talk, but she was only cold and indifferent when facing him. According to the son, she never looked him in the eye.

In fact, how much he hoped that his mother could look at his son as affectionately as those dogs, even if it was just one glance.

He asked her why she didn't feel any guilt towards him, but apologized frequently to those who she didn't have to feel sorry for at all. Yudong never answered him why, even when she died, I think maybe it was because he was her only relative, so Can she be so willful to him?

Everyone expresses love differently, and everyone experiences love differently.

Yudong said to him: "Your mother is a mad woman, how can a madman feel guilty? Even if a woman like your mother is eaten by a dog, it is not an exaggeration... I am dead, you don't help me Have a funeral, throw me into the sea with your father and sister..."

In fact, she was so guilty, so guilty that he didn't even need to cry for her when she died.

In just one day, every time he asked her what she wanted to eat, her answer was: "Your favorite miso soup."

He said he didn't like to eat it for a long time, but on the last night, he still said to her: "Tomorrow morning, you can cook miso soup, I'll come to eat... The miso soup you cook is the best. , because other people's cooking is not delicious, so I don't eat it..."

The next morning, Yudong got up early to cook her son's favorite miso soup, and fed all the dogs in the courtyard before going to sleep. She didn't wake up this time, but it was probably the most satisfying and unshakable in her life. 's sleep.