"The future of the future."

Date: 2022.07.23

Location: Taitung City

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When I officially moved into Taitung, I thought I would feel excited, but on the way back to Liji from the train station with my luggage on my back, my mood was unexpectedly dull.

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Taitung has always been a city that I wanted to live in. I found a job writing a book for a rural education foundation and participating in the future plan to create an experimental primary school. After the rental office is completed in September, K will also move in. After going around a circle, I still walked back to the blueprint I was looking forward to at that time - living in a place where I can live well, doing things I think are fun, and then living with the people I like.

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It's just like this, meeting someone you like, then working together, finding a job you like, moving there, living there, the exact same plot, it happened again. After walking for an extra year, I actually don't know if I can really walk better this time, but I seem to have more confidence in my heart to make this story last longer. But maybe because it's the same plot, the excitement seems to be a little less.

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After walking for a while, I slowly understand that the so-called excitement is temporary. After all, no matter how beautiful the flowers are, they will wither, and the trees will eventually wither. Only then did I suddenly understand the reason why I was addicted to chasing any possibility of change. , Perhaps the addiction is the excitement brought by every bloom, every flourish, and every change.

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Probably after going through these excitements, it seems that I can begin to understand why "forever" is fascinating, and it seems that I begin to have the idea of making the daily life really "normal", even if I still know in my heart that any daily life will still be in the future. disappear in a moment.

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At the moment when I said this, I suddenly felt that I would be chasing change before, maybe not because I was addicted to the excitement brought by the change, but to a certain extent, I was afraid of facing the disappearance, so I went to find the next one before it disappeared. Change so that you can use the excitement of the next paragraph to escape the disappearance you should face.

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"You have a wealth of experience in changing runways. What advice do you have for readers who are changing runways or even confused about the future?"

When I was interviewed by the editor of Outsiders yesterday, he asked me this question. I suddenly remembered that when Guaji gave a TED speech before, he said, "There is no road in life that is free."

"I think the "road" is because you have gone, and the confusion is because you are afraid that you have made the wrong choice, so you can't take that step, but there has never been a so-called right life, and there is no wrong choice, only unwillingness step out."

While answering the question, he told himself again.