Serialization of bl narrative novels｜The year after breaking up with you (Chapter 20)

Day 134 | May 10, 2021 | Make Zero for Love

Today, I chatted with Zhengdong about the issue of attacking and receiving.

Zheng Dong said that he has reached the stage of confession, so he can only let it develop naturally, and he has already fallen in love. Don't you want to break up after you find out that he is not suffering? It should be when you know each other, you have to make sure you are attacked, right?

"Actually, when you go to bed, when you love him and are driven by desire, you will be able to accept a lot of things naturally, don't be locked up by yourself, you haven't tried it, and you know you can't, you don't necessarily say you want it. Fixed when something."

Zhengdong added: "Although many people in the circle say that he is iron number 1 and will never change, when he meets someone he really likes, can't he be zero occasionally? But if it is said that he is born with number zero, he should It's harder for him to be number 1."

"So the best state is that both people can take care of each other, but in life, or in sex, it's perfect!"

Although what Zhengdong said is correct, I still have to debug myself, convince myself, and prepare myself physically. What Zhengdong said is not wrong, I already like it, why don't you want it for a small problem? Or to convince another person to follow his own opinion, that would be selfish.

It is not impossible to do zero for love!

Day 135 | May 11, 2021 | I only have money in my eyes

One day off today. I went for a run early, exercised, and fell in love later, it is very important to have a strong body.

After the run, I went to buy daily necessities. I took a photo of the purchased daily necessities and passed them to Xiaosheng. Both of us like to share photos of our lives with each other recently, which is a good phenomenon, at least he has started to regard me as an important friend in his life as a child.

He replied to me, "You are really a good boy who takes care of his family."

He passed on a special pot of orchids that he kept.

I replied cheesily: "It's so special, it can be sold for a lot of money."

Fortunately, Xiaosheng didn't care, and replied: "You see it's special, people who know about orchids think it's a common variety, but if you keep it well, you can buy a good price, but I won't buy this pot, I'll take it Come and nurture its children, and raise more to sell."

"You are very good at doing business." I sincerely praised.

"It's common sense. Only one sold is gone. So we should nurture its children and grandchildren." As a result, I was educated by him.

Tomorrow, because Xiaosheng has to go back to model work and complete some handover work, we can only meet at a coffee shop near his company at 3 pm.

Day 136 | May 12, 2021 | Second official date

I arrived at the cafe at 2:30 in the afternoon. There was no particular reason for arriving half an hour earlier. I felt that the person who asked for an appointment first should arrive first and wait.

And Xiaosheng also arrived on time around 3 o'clock.

Today, he is a little frizzy, maybe because of work. Since sitting down, he has been talking about the problem of model work, disputes with partners and so on.

Because I don't know much, I can only occasionally respond "Well, yes, really?, yes, that's too much, it's right to end the cooperation, etc." I can't give opinions, so I should be a listener.

Xiaosheng had been talking about it for about an hour, and then he was a little embarrassed and said thank you for listening to his nagging.

I also congratulate him for getting rid of such a tiring cooperation.

After that, we started chatting about the movies we like to watch. Xiaosheng mostly watches anime, which is very different from me. I rarely come into contact with anime, but watch reasoning, suspense, horror and bl dramas.

He introduced a few animes to me, and I also introduced a few horror films to him. Next time we meet, we can talk about the aftermath.

The biggest gain today is that when I got home, I received a message from Xiaosheng: "It's a pleasure to meet you today, thank you for listening to me nagging for so long, I feel very comfortable chatting and getting along with you, I have already said goodbye to you. After careful consideration. Give me a little more time."

I feel like I'm getting closer to success! Am I getting divorced again?

Day 137 | May 13, 2021 | Are you a love brain?

Today in the circle of friends, I saw Xiao Ke posting photos of him drinking tea with friends. The photo shows that his condition has recovered well, at least his face is ruddy. It seems that he has slowly recovered from his lovelorn.

I sent him a message from the chicken mother: "How are you recently? Looking at the photos, I feel that you are recovering well."

Soon Xiaoke replied to me: "It's a good recovery, just figure it out."

"Don't worry, with your conditions, there will be a second spring soon, and the next one will be even better."

Xiao Ke said that he didn't think so much, and now he still thinks about his work. He said that although this relationship failed, it also taught him that after falling in love, he should also keep himself in life. It's nothing. All dominated by the other half.

"After falling in love, you should also keep your own life, friends, hobbies, and even privacy. You can't be the only one in the world. That's a very failed love and life."

I said that if you fall in love again, you will learn this lesson and be more rational. Of course, it cannot be denied that people with love brains will forget their previous lessons once they are in love.

Hope Xiaoke won't fall in love.

Day 138 | May 14, 2021 | Work hard for your dreams

Xiaosheng told me that today he went to an easy job with a short period of time to apply for a job at a chain fried chicken stall. The salary is not high, but it will give him more time to grow flowers.

He said that when he was working in a foreign country before, he had saved enough money to cover his expenses for a long time.

He is working now just to earn some pocket money and money to buy flower seedlings.

I said it was good, as long as you have planned and done it, you can do it, and I support it.

After listening to Xiaosheng, he said that he was a little surprised, and I agreed with his approach. After he told other friends and relatives about his plan, they all said that he did not think about the future and wasted his college tuition for so many years.

I told him the same sentence: "If you have the ability now, and you have no worries, why not pursue your dream life? And how cool is it to be free to control the life you want! Many people can't do anything if they want."

"Just like me!" Of course, I didn't say this to him.

I feel that Xiaosheng is very happy to have my support, because he actually said to me: "Thank you for your support."

Day 139 | May 15, 2021 | Next week is key

Chat with Xiaosheng at night.

He talked a lot about the new job that started today. Because it is a rare Chinese employee, the boss naturally puts more emphasis on letting him manage the money and the work of handling takeaway orders. In addition, it is also responsible for the work of frying fried chicken.

I said I was happy for him, and I was so trusted by the boss on the first day. Soon you will be able to be a "stalwart".

Xiaosheng said that he just wanted to work easily, but now he can't. But there is more time to take care of the flowers and plants at home. He was satisfied after the first day of work.

After that, we also chatted a lot about the strange customers he met, and we chatted for more than an hour before we knew it.

When it was approaching 10 o'clock, Xiaosheng said that he was going to bed late, and said good night to me. In fact, I would just reply him good night right now, but I didn't know what was wrong, so I actually asked him: "When will I confess? Can you give me an answer?"

Xiaosheng laughed after hearing this, and then said that I was in a hurry. But he didn't give me an answer, so he said to find a time to meet again next week and asked me to set a time, but this time it could only be in the evening.

Maybe next week, I'll know if I'm off the single, or stay single!

Day 140 | May 16, 2021 | Thunderbolt

Heard a bolt from the blue today!

I heard your name again today. I haven't thought of you for a long time. When I gradually forgot, you appeared again, and it shocked me.

Yao Liang came to chat with me today. It started with small talk, and I also talked about my pursuit of Xiaosheng recently. Yaoliang suddenly said that he had something important to tell me, but he asked me not to be angry.

"I'm not angry, you hurry up and say it."

Yaoliang said that you asked him out to meet a week after you broke up with me. He thought it was just an ordinary friend meeting for tea. After all, he has always been familiar with you because everyone likes to play games.

But what Yaoliang didn't expect was that you confessed to him! Yao Liang was completely frightened. You also told Yaoliang that he is your ideal type.

Of course Yaoliang rejected you, saying that he has always treated you as his friend's boyfriend, and he couldn't have dated his friend's ex-boyfriend. It felt too strange, and he couldn't accept it either.

In fact, after we broke up, you have the right to confess to anyone and develop new feelings, it has nothing to do with us. But what shocked me was that you just broke up with Yaoliang for a week and you confessed to Yaoliang, indicating that maybe when we were together, you were interested in Yaoliang. It's just because you said, how the relationship goes wrong, as long as I don't mention breaking up, you won't want to break up.

Thinking about it now, your indifference to me and asking me for money before the breakup was a way to force me to hate you, hate you, and then break up with you?

I don't want to keep guessing, I told Yaoliang that I wasn't interested, but was a little frightened, but we broke up and had nothing to say.

But Yaoliang said that after he rejected you, you never looked for him again!

This one is very similar to your style, if it's not mother-in-law, it's the next one. Hopefully now you have found someone to take care of you.