BL Narrative Novel Serial ｜ The year after breaking up with you (Chapter 14)

Day 92 | March 29, 2021 | Hold the Weapon on Your Chest

Yaoliang passed me a few photos, saying they were taken from Xiaolan. Let me distinguish whether it is a stolen photo or a real photo. Looking at the photos, I feel that almost 90% of them are stolen. It's not that there are no handsome guys in the local area, but the handsome guys in the photos, from the way of dressing up to the whole, they don't look like locals.

Yaoliang asked me, "regardless of whether it's true or false, when you see these handsome guys, will you click on his account to recognize them?" I said that I have self-knowledge, if it is not for hacking, the handsome guy is unlikely to pay attention to me. So I appreciate it, look at the photos, but just don't click in and say hi. Because 90% ignore you. 99% of the people who care about you are fake photos. After chatting with you, he started to say that he came here from China or Hong Kong or Taiwan to develop, and asked if you were interested in investing.

So I won't click in, but if the other party (anyone) knocks on me first, I will respond politely, and then see if I want to continue the chat. But I have never imagined that it would be a big burden to be with a man who is too good-looking!

Writer Fan Junqi wrote: "A man who is too good-looking is more dangerous than a landmine, because his charm is that he can pull out a weapon against a famous woman's chest at any time." He can also resist famous men The weapon on the chest!

Day 93 | March 30, 2021 | The Beloved's Eyes

Yaoliang is bothering me again because of yesterday's question. He questioned me and said, if I don't date good-looking men, it means that the people I've dated, including you, are not good-looking? I corrected him right away, I meant "too good looking". And the "ordinary good-looking", I still like it. It should be said that handsome is not dazzling! Make people feel free.

You are beautiful to me, otherwise how would I like you? The first time we met, of course, I was attracted by the appearance. Although your friends say you look ordinary, your lover sees Xi Shi!

In fact, the most important thing is to get along after the relationship, whether to get care, to be cared for, to be understood, etc. And we broke up because of these slowly disappearing.

Appearance is only the choice of the moment, getting along is the most important.

Day 94 | March 31, 2021 | Feeling Weird

William came to ask about you again today. Ask me one more time, have I decided to break up with you? I find it really weird. But I still answered honestly that we have been separated for more than three months. He explained that he met you at the game. You told him we had broken up. He didn't believe it, because the last time he saw that our relationship was so good, he thought we could get along for a long time.

Can't you imagine that outsiders are so optimistic about our feelings? The result was disappointing. Is the relationship like this soon? No one can guarantee that the same state can be maintained all the time, and those who are married can be divorced.

Although William explained it, I still feel weird in my heart! Is it that simple? I'm still worrying too much!

Day 95 | April 1, 2021 | April Fool's Day

Today's April Fool's Day, no one should be in the mood to joke during the epidemic. I remember that last year, some internet celebrities made fun of their new crown pneumonia to their family and friends on April Fool’s Day because they were afraid of the video, and were scolded by netizens to apologize. I don’t think I dared to do it this year.

I spent half a day shopping for vegetables and daily necessities today. I think the epidemic has trained me to be a competent housewife. When I'm alone in the future, I shouldn't starve to death!

I went to buy a new keyboard today. Since I bought a new tablet, I have been unable to control the peripherals of the computer I bought myself. I have to control myself, and now the economy is so bad, I need to save a little, I need to save money. Can't waste any more.

Don't you know that money is enough now? Or just eat one meal a day to save money? I'm still a little worried about your health. But I am no longer qualified to care about you.

Day 96 | April 2, 2021 | Breakup?

Xiao Sheng told me that his boyfriend had not responded to his messages for two days. He felt that his boyfriend was going to break up with him, but he didn't like this way of breaking up that disappeared, at least he should have at least sent a text message to make it clear. Not so vague.

Xiaosheng said he was angry, and I was angry for him too! Breaking up in a way that disappears is the most important thing.

I consoled him a few words. He said he would give him another three days, and if it still disappeared, he would never have to contact him again.

I have never encountered a way of breaking up with disappearance. The first time he broke up directly in front of me, the second time I broke up with text messages, and the third one was you, and we also broke up through text messages.

Although no matter which way of breaking up, it will not make people feel unhappy. But at least you know that you have officially broken up, not disappear, because you don't know if you really want to break up, but you dare not ask, or if something happened to you, you can't reply, which is worrying.

Break up and make it clear, maybe there will be less hate.

Day 97 | April 3, 2021 | Stay home

The city where I live today has a rate of 86 confirmed cases, which is scary.

I feel that when the number of confirmed cases rises, it will not drop in a short period of time. It will stop until it reaches a peak, and we don't know how "high" this peak will be and when it will stop.

These unknowns make us feel scared!

In a short period of time, human beings do not have to expect to return to normal life. We have to adapt to the new normal of life.

Humans all over the world must be united, regardless of you and me, stop complaining so much, you blame me and I blame you, so that we will have the opportunity to control the new crown pneumonia.

For now, stay home and stay home!

Day 98 | April 4, 2021 | Empathy

Xiaosheng messaged me again today, he said he was sure he broke up with his boyfriend. Because his boyfriend continues to disappear.

He didn't want to wait like an idiot for an answer, so he unilaterally announced that he was single again.

He said that fortunately the two have only been together for a few months, and the real time spent together is only a few weeks, and the emotional investment is not deep, so the breakup is not too sad, but a lot of anger.

He was also angry that the other party left without saying goodbye. If you don't love it anymore, you can directly say that he will accept it.

He also knows that long-distance relationships are difficult to have good results, not to mention that they have only been together for a few weeks, and the other party has gone to work in another place, so they can't cultivate a deep relationship at all.

I told him that if I needed someone to chat, I could chat with him because I felt the same way.

In the first week of lovelorn, it will not be so strong, but it will be slowly felt in the second week, many things are different, only when you touch the scene and see some things between the two, you will feel the hurt.

Xiaosheng said he could handle it, and if he really needed to talk, he would come to me.

Hope he gets through it.