Chaos Daily Essay | Dear Classmate Chen

Hey, it's been over a month since you became Chen, are you still getting used to those classes? Maybe, even if you get used to it, you will still question it, and you can't believe that your state is actually okay, and your life is not bad.

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You still like to make excuses and reasons for yourself. When something good happens, you can’t believe it’s true, and you will think of some reason to give a clear and clear explanation for your “smooth”; when something bad happens, you also I can't believe it's true, and I'll come up with some excuse to make the guilt feel less heavy.

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Hey Chen, when you were still being called "classmates", did you think of some friends who wronged and accommodated themselves to get a certain job and lived a depressing life, but because of having that job He said arrogantly, "Yeah, you're still a student who won't understand this pressure."

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Hey dear Chen, you don't really hate those friends, it's just that there are times when you expect them to be more tolerant and willing to understand each other - just as you really want to understand them - because you always believe, Gentleness is the most powerful weapon in the face of the cruel world.

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Hey C, you still want to be straight with everyone, and there are no gaps between each other - you've always believed that. However, you can't directly say "I want to make an appointment!" to the other C and the C you know not long ago, let alone say to the I, I miss you.

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Dear C, dear J, you still remember each other, right? No matter when, deep down in each other's hearts, they still think that the other party is a special existence - you are both direct and self-contradictory.

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Hope you remember how your favorite philosopher taught you, right? He's so unique, he's so comfortable and lively living the life you desire, right?

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Dear Chen, may you, may you be well.

——2021.10.25 01:07