Indiscriminate Lovers | We are friends.

I have known Xiaoxin for a long time. Since we met, she has always been a woman like a wind (crazy), even though we were still very young when we first met, but the way she showed, told everyone: That's it, what else do you want?

She loves gossip very much, and there is not a day after class where she doesn't hear her noise. As for the class upstairs, or the upstairs upstairs...collect all the gossip as much as possible, and tell it to me.

"The man I told you last time, Bubble from the next class, finally confessed to him!"

"Let's just say it! Geography teachers teach different classes in each class. What's wrong with our class? Do you think studying is just teaching?"

"Did you see it? The class leader was wearing a polka dot dress, and a group of boys were laughing secretly behind their backs, like idiots..."

It's probably like this, it's not an important thing, I just give her some responses: oh, um, yes. Sometimes it sounds exaggerated and untrue gossip, I will roll my eyes, and she will quickly say that she knows it is ridiculous, and will not talk about it in the future.

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I am a hard-working person. When I go home from class and study until late at night, I can get the grades I want. When I encounter a weak subject in mathematics, I can’t stand it. Because my study is a point-to-point mode, as long as one of them fails, I can’t go. When it comes to the next goal, I often get stuck in the middle, and I have to ask the teachers to solve the problem in a little time after class.

However, Xiaoxin is the kind of person who can quickly understand as long as he concentrates on his studies in class. I sometimes feel it is unfair, but when I hear her gossip, I think on the other hand, it is fortunate that she has brought a lot to my life. Come to some adjustment, it is really boring to be buried in the pile of books.

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For some unknown reason these few days, she asked for leave and didn't come to class, thinking that she could play a few more days after the winter vacation? But there was no information, and the class was biting their ears everywhere. When they saw my eyes, everyone avoided them.

No matter how much I study, I am not blind.

"Teacher..." I quickly followed the class instructor in front of me.

"Oh, Zhang Yugeng, I'll have a lesson later—"

"No, no, I want to ask Xiao... Wu Yixin, she hasn't shown up since the beginning of school, is something wrong?" The class director's face sank, "Find me after school."

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Checked the message box, still no message.
He picked up his schoolbag and was about to leave the classroom, but saw a small note in the pencil case— Wu Yixin won't be coming back.

what the hell? That's not the case with pranks!

I rushed into the teacher's office, ignoring other people's eyes, and walked directly to the class leader's seat. She got up and looked at me, "Sit down."

"During the holiday, did you have contact with Wu Yixin?"

"There have only been a few messages... what's wrong with her?"

"Transfer."

"Transfer? In the last semester? There will be a big exam soon, who would transfer at such a time!" Hearing the echo, I realized that I was too excited, and immediately lowered my voice, "Xiaoxin's grades are very high, No matter how much she usually likes to gossip, nothing major has happened—"

"Are you familiar?" the class guide said coldly, "the so-called gossip will one day hurt yourself." He walked to the door, "You have always been serious about learning, which is also a good thing for you, let's go. ”

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Dragging to the school gate, a certain person leaned in front of him and looked up. It turned out to be Bubbles from the next class. Xiaoxin mentioned earlier that she confessed to a certain boy... Damn, I can't even remember what she said. I bypassed her and moved on.

"She's pregnant. . . . No one dares to tell you that they thought you were a couple, but I know not."

I turned to look at her.

"You lied."

"What I didn't mean to say, she's very gossipy and annoying... But at least she's very real. You're her friend, why don't you go to her?"—Because I want to study!

Dry! For the first time, I just thought of studying? Miss fart!

Xiaoxin knew that I was such a person, so he didn't tell me anything?

Damn it!

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Could it be that she wasn't actually pregnant, just gossip that Bubble heard? But let's check it out with my own eyes, maybe she has other difficulties. Could it be that there is actually a major incident at home? Usually Xiaoxin comes to chat with me. Which of the gossip she talks about is her own business? She doesn't talk about herself at all!

Fortunately, the address book in the class has an address, otherwise where would I go to find her?

We never went out to play after school, and we don’t know what kind of places she often goes to, but at school we will take care of each other, just like buddies, wait a minute, we only passed messages a few times during the winter vacation. Say, am I really her friend?

If it's a friend, why didn't she tell me?

The sweat on my forehead slipped down my temples. I stopped and looked at the little red man standing opposite. I opened the map to confirm that Xiaoxin's house was just a few blocks away.

Or...I'm not her friend?

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Ringing the bell several times, no answer, the door to the old apartment is open, can I go straight upstairs? What should I do if my neighbors see me? ……whatever!

The light of the setting sun gradually faded. Looking out from the stairwell window, the sky turned dark blue. I struggled to climb to the fifth floor. After taking a few more breaths, I gathered the courage to ring the bell.

"Xiaoxin!...Wu Yixin!" I shouted, "Wu Yixin!...Wu Yixin!" No one answered the door? Am I not loud enough?

"Wu Yi──" "──It's so noisy!" The door slammed open, and Xiaoxin, who was full of messy hair, was wearing T-shit, shorts, and flip-flops, staring straight at me.

"...Open the door." I pointed to the iron door, and she leaned against the wooden door inside, like a child afraid of being scolded, "What are you doing?"

"Am I your friend?"

"……yes."

"Then open the door."

"No, you look fiercer than usual, who messed with you?"

"Why do you want to transfer?"

"...My parents decided."

"Where are you going? Why didn't you tell me?"

"I don't know, I haven't decided yet—"

"It's been a few days since school started, and I still don't know where to go? Do you think I'll believe it?"

"You care about shit? You better care so much when you talk to you normally!"

"I don't know what happened to you just because I usually don't care!"

"Then you are fierce!" Her eyes suddenly turned red, and she burst into tears as she said, "I don't usually care at all, so why come to accuse me? Who do you think you are!"

I opened the bag, took out the tissue, and handed it to her through the crack of the door, "I'm your friend."

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"During the winter vacation, I met a student from another school, and I thought that man was not bad..." Xiaoxin's house was as messy as hers, I found the unopened water bottle, took it back to the sofa, "he said very Love me and want to sleep with me."

"Wait a minute, you...you mean..." She rolled her eyes at me for the first time. "Yes, go to bed."

"So it's true... You left school because you were pregnant?" She nearly choked on the water, "Huh?"

"Who? Who told you I was pregnant?"

"Isn't it? Then what are you doing—"

"who said it?"

"That's not important, I just want to know what happened to you." Xiaoxin stared at me with dead fish eyes, "Bubble. But it should be known to everyone except me."

"Oh……"

"so?"

"...I didn't want to, so the other party started to spread rumors. The result was more and more troubles. The school found out and asked my parents to talk to them. They were so angry that they asked me to transfer schools, thinking that I was inappropriate. So it became like this, I was grounded, and my phone and computer were confiscated.”

"Fortunately..." I slumped on the sofa, "If you are really pregnant, I don't know how to comfort you." She lowered her head on the other end of the sofa and said, "I didn't expect you to come."

"...Sorry, I don't usually care about you at all, but I'm not really your friend."

"We're friends. It's just that there are some things that I wouldn't say."

"That man...he said he loves you, do you think it's true?"

"I don't know." Xiaoxin looked up at me, "I don't know... what is love."

"I do not know either."

She laughed suddenly, picked up the water bottle, filled it in one breath, and handed me the empty bottle.

"Thanks, friend." She gestured with love, and I rolled my eyes immediately. "You are enough."

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Measure the ratio of milk powder to water, cool it down after soaking, and remember the steps...

"Zhang Yugeng, this is not an endorsement, can you hurry up?" Xiaoxin held the baby, shaking her body slightly, "I'm working hard!" After a while, she was in a hurry and finally brought it to her, but the baby fell asleep.

"Why did you let him fall asleep? I'm not working for nothing?"

"Do you think godfather is a good one? Even his biological father doesn't want him anymore. Who is more pitiful?"

"You already fed you just now, why did you call me here to help?"

"I need you!"

"For What?! It's too late for me to prepare for the next exam. What am I going to do?"

She took out a picture frame, "I want to put a picture in it." She looked at me, and I smiled embarrassedly.

"I think you were very loving just now."

"You are enough."

Finally, she put the photo of the three of us in the living room, at least the uninformed will know that the baby has a father, reducing inexplicable speculation and vision; and those who know will understand that this is our friendship.

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