2018 Time Capsule - Summary of 2018 - Overwhelming

From the New Year's Eve in December 2018 to the present, the rare mood finally swayed.

(Okay, I admit it's the kind of feeling that really wants to die.)

My mind is also a lot clearer, and I want to talk a little about the summary of my biggest achievements in 2018.

My biggest experience in 2018 is:

"Man cannot conquer the sky."

This simple sentence made me sink for almost half a year,

Destroyed all my self-confidence and self-righteousness. If you read my 2016 summary or a series of articles in 2017, you will probably realize that I am still a person who refuses to admit defeat. Even if my first love almost killed me, I still feel that I am right on the whole. Yes, I think my insight into the world is deep enough.

As long as I move in and out properly, I won't be hurt.

"But what about when you encounter something that all your past logic can't explain?"

This may be a trivial matter for ordinary people, but for me, who has read thousands of books and insists on exploring the essence of things, it is a knot that I can't get around. This made me feel at a loss for a while, and a friend asked me what should I do then?

I said, "It's just disabled and broken, what can I do? Let it rot..."

(Otherwise, what do you think I can do at this time?)

Generally speaking, I won't make it too clear, because too many people and things are involved,

It's not appropriate to say too much at this point in time.

(But you can share privately if you are interested)

Back to the topic, so when I realized that man can't conquer the sky,

Does it mean that people can only swing with the manipulation of fate? No, this is not my final conclusion after sinking for half a year,

My conclusion is:

"Man is God."

You don’t need to go against the sky, because people’s relationship with the world has always been connected, so when you try to collide with something, in fact, what you collide with is only yourself, maybe it’s your long-buried pain, or maybe it’s your previous life. Causation, all in all, you don't have to go against the sky or against the sky, but what you need is to feel your relationship with the world.

Then live in harmony with him, just like a jazz band. Although it has not been agreed in advance, it is free and free, and improvises with the music. No one forces anyone, and no one obeys anyone. The relationship between man and God is mutual. .

"Heaven and man are one."

When I understood this, I no longer insisted, and let go of all my pride, and realized that I am just a light source in the world, I am small, but I am indispensable, my destiny is the destiny of the world's orbit one of the tracks.

I can let go of all my pride, be humble about everything, and no longer have the so-called persistence...

(Under the long track of time, what is absolute? Even time is relative.)

After doing this again, I found that the thoughts in my brain began to increase sharply, as if I felt my innate talent and destiny, and I really let go of a lot of inferiority complex and fear, and the relationship with my parents began to improve. , feel that he is truly loved by many people.

This is probably my biggest takeaway from 2018.

Although we were born alone, we looked up at the same starry sky.

(Friend, please don't cry when you are lonely, I will wipe your cheeks for you)

Everything is not easy to come by, and it also requires self-examination. I am not in the field of truth, but I am moving forward slowly on my own path. I hope that in 2018, I can do my best, use positive energy to influence one million people, and give I am more kind, and when it is time to stop, I will take a short nap in the shadow of the roadside.

Thank you to those who love me, if there is anything I can say that can truly heal a person and make it great,

I would say:

"Only relationships can heal the wounds of relationships."