Sign? Don't sign? | Just a piece of abandonment book, I sign!!

Give up the qualification of gifted student, but win a good life~

In middle school and high school, I went to private schools. (Taichung people really like private schools!!) Everyone knows that I am a person who hates the Asian education model, but my parents are teachers. Since I was a child, I have always had certain requirements for my grades. Although they always said that real learning is more important than grades, whenever I failed in the test, they would still have some different emotions, saying that he was like when he was studying when he was a child. At this time, I always pretend to be stupid, pretending that I don't understand their hints...

I have been serious about subjects since elementary school, and social subjects (humanities) are my specialty, while math, physics and chemistry are all mixed together... (this is very bad, children don't learn) However, I have never For those who are uncomfortable, I will have many, many strange ways to deal with exams, mathematics, I believe that learning the basic concept of 1+1=2 is enough to solve all math problems (violent calculation, no need for those formulas), In difficult mathematics, I always figure it out like this!!! In addition, my statistics and spatial concepts are very strong, and I can get all the grades in these units without a single point, so Jiang finished high school and went to university I chose a school and department that does not require mathematics at all.

As for physics and chemistry, when I was in middle school, I relied on the question bank and my memory was a little better than most people. I kept writing and memorizing, and the scores were not too bad. When I was in high school, because I was going straight to our high school, I chose to study in the social group (Class 1) as soon as I entered the school, so I didn't put my mind on the natural subject. Question-by-question statistics, in the end, I really found some little secrets and habits of teachers' questions. In this way, I passed the physical and chemical test in high school with ease🤣 My mother later heard about my test method and said: "Just look for some sideways..." It's a little bit, anyway, isn't Asian education all about grades? My school test (high Senior High School Entrance Examination University) also got 11 grades in natural subjects, the former mark of the year~

Back to the point, what did I sign to give up?

When I was promoted from elementary school to middle school, I got the test ticket for gifted students. Of course, I also passed the test. However, I resolutely bookmarked the admission notice and gave up.

I hate the education system of cramming ducks in Taiwan. This is the first name I signed for my life. I am still glad that the gifted class is attractive, but he just treats you like a duck and keeps feeding you more than you. load of knowledge. I don't think I'm smart, why should I be considered a gifted student in the eyes of others?

The second time I signed the waiver form was because of my grades. As I said, I was very partial to subjects, such as Chinese, social and other humanities subjects. After I gave up the quota for gifted students, I moved towards poetry, prose, I don’t need to get grades if I go to specialize in history and geography, but I want to really understand these things that interest me. I go to the bookstore every now and then to buy books, or ask my dad or teacher. Anyway, I’m the one who can answer my doubts. In order to understand the history, I have also visited many elderly people all over Taiwan, listened to different unofficial histories, looked at various terrains, and learned the knowledge that books cannot teach me.

In the senior high school exam, I got A++ for one question in social science, and A++ for Chinese, but I got a few wrong questions. In this way, I got the exam qualification for the gifted class again. This time, I just signed the waiver form and didn't even take the exam. I know that in the gifted class, I can't learn what I want to learn. It will wipe out my original enthusiasm.

Is it hard to give up? As long as you have a clear goal, it's not difficult at all.

I don't want to become a worldly gifted student, because I'm not originally, I just like humanities and history, and I like to visit and see in person.

When I went to university, I actually gave up the so-called famous school, and finally chose to stay in Taichung to study at university. First, the weather in the north was too cold... Second, I was too aware of my personality. Personality, I just like to do what I like. How about a famous school, in the end, the master leads the door, and the cultivation is personal! Asia University is also good. Although the name of the school is not loud enough, it is enough for me to learn what I really want to learn!

Many people say I'm stupid, "You take the national and social top marks to read Asia University😏", can't you stand it like this? My English, numeracy, and self-proclaimed bids, so why would I choose Asia University...

I can understand that they think I wasted my grades. After all, I have been hearing such remarks since I gave up gifted students in elementary school. I really want to tell them: Trouble eating radishes and worrying about them😝 It’s really annoying, my life is bad , why do you point fingers 😡

"Choose what you love, love what you choose." My attitude towards studying has always been so clear.

We have signed our names countless times in our lives, but how many times have we signed for our own life? I don’t know how many times you have signed your own life, but I have signed only a handful of times for my own life (after all, I still Not out of society) In a few times, I never signed the name of these three times, in addition to really choosing my own life path, it is also a kind of responsibility for myself. Live as I like me and not be kidnapped by the eyes of society.

...................................................... ...................................................... .................2021/09/23 Contradictory girl