concentrate

It's been a week, and many drafts are written but have no ending. That's it, if you want to achieve something, you have to make a choice. If you want to do everything, you will achieve nothing. If you want to master everything, you will remember everything. not live.

"You're really getting worse lately."

My wife took great pains to be patient and complained again and again. I didn't seem to hear what I said or explained, or I didn't remember what I heard. Of course, I have also discovered that the situation of forgetting things is very serious, and often this way also accumulates guilt towards my wife.

Because there are so many things that you want to do, once you invest in one thing, it is easy to want to finish it. , the body moved reluctantly, and the head was still nostalgic for the unfinished aftertaste.

I know that I can't concentrate on one thing, and I can't think of a good way, but I would rather accompany my daughter or wife in front of my eyes, and be thoughtful, as if hanging my head in the background of a certain thing. In the program, things will progress and the level will increase, but the result is that in a state of distraction, the time with family members cannot be cherished, and the pimples in my heart have been protruding.

It's one of my worst habits.

Knowing what to do is the best, but always can't help indulging his desire to fall in front of him. Life has really changed a lot, but whether it has changed for the better is still a big, big unknown. If you just become poor and busy, it would be better to return to the false stability and satisfaction of the first one.

But at the moment I am still reluctant to give up anything, even if it is writing, even if it is silently written to myself, it doesn't matter. If I can continue, I will naturally feel at ease and beautiful.

2020.3.23