Miscellaneous #3

After a week of online exams without real feeling, now that I think about it, it's already a holiday

Say something in a place where there aren't so many people watching

I regret a little bit of flaunting these few days, nothing has been promoted - complete stagnation, I seem to be able to attribute it to the fact that the original house has been sold due to the scheduling of my father's work location, but the new house has not yet been renovated. In a rental house with no wifi and little cell phone traffic

hesitant

But I actually know: if not in this situation, I might indulge in pleasure in a comfortable environment

Then I sorted myself out: this holiday doesn't seem to allow for pleasure, I've done a lot for myself

In the school, I joined two innovative practice projects: one is aimed at the small program community nature, and the other is said to be an NFC security system - but there is no idea for this thing yet.

And a web project under the class teacher's hands, it feels like an opportunity, but I don't know the details of the project - there will be a meeting tomorrow, I may know it later, I haven't thought about the front-end and back-end directions.

There is also an undecided reptile project (squatting on a wave of product documentation) that someone led by the college animation unit wants to do (and the direction of my sister's graduation project is also somewhat related to this, and I need some support-- These are far from unfolding, all hanging overhead

There are also the broad content that I want to learn: data analysis, products, quantitative trading

There is also FATE (a general trpg rule) that has been urged for a long time. I haven’t read it yet. I have to prepare a group for the running group at the beginning of the school-I don’t want to coo coo, in a sense, this will become mine The first group

But I didn't start anything, or just started small

I can think that I subconsciously feel that I stop so many things in order to get myself into a process of self-improvement through these external affairs, or I hope to achieve such an effect

But I don't know, I'm kind of doubting my abilities now

I feel that other people (or myself) or have unrealistic fantasies about the person "RuaYiii"

Who can escape this fantasy?

I only know that my problem has not been described, and naturally it has not been solved - a little sense of crisis

I hope this holiday can improve

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