2021 Matters Annual Questionnaire | Not Seeking Recovery, Seeking Progress

2021 is not only a year for Ben Xiong to interpret soul fragments (previous lives) , but also a year for Ben Xiong to see the world, the future and himself more clearly. I really didn't expect that this year's interpretation would allow Ben Xiong to acquire the skills of electric drawing and film cutting, and even the teaching article he produced won an award. The following will use the form of questionnaires to record various events of Ben Xiong in 2021 to make a complete record.

1. Write down an event that happened this year that you want to record permanently.
This year, Ben Xiong held the "Story by Numbers" event twice. Both events were successfully held because of everyone's support. Ben Xiong is very grateful. These two events have also become an important part of Ben Xiong's promotion of digital reasoning and interpretation of soul fragments. With everyone's articles and Ben Xiong's reading, Ben Xiong can tell many authors the associations, feelings, and even the shadow of soul fragments in the way of reading after reading without any interpretation. It is really gratifying.
Fortunately, this method does not appear as "the process of our interpretation for others", but through the author's own writing and the results obtained by readers' observations, so "interpretation" → "obtained" is also omitted. "Licensing" → "Charging" method. In short, Ben Xiong does not need any professional interpretation, but just honestly tells the other party what he has seen and heard. Since this does not include "professional interpretation", only "reader interpretation", so how the other party interprets his own statement is another matter. Always, not every author can accept when a reader says to himself "the article is ugly" or the reader plays "blue curtain".

2. Two full years have passed, and the epidemic is still going on. How has the pandemic changed your life compared to two years ago? Do you think it can be restored?
For Ben Xiong, the epidemic has not made life dull or monotonous, but more interesting. If it weren't for the occurrence and continuation of the epidemic, Ben Xiong might not be able to turn the life of a year ago into the life of interpreting soul fragments now. So, to revert to the status quo? Perhaps in everyone's life, it is more appropriate to seek progress instead of seeking recovery, right?

3. Where will you (finally) lie flat in 2021?
For the existence that has no interest in interpreting fragments at all, and at the same time becomes incommunicable and disgusted because of the broken pieces, Ben Xiong chose to "lie down" to deal with it. When encountering these existences now, Ben Xiong just wants to say "hard work" to those people, because if you don't deal with the broken pieces, it will really become very hard, especially the comprehension and reading ability decline, anxiety, Disgust, anger and other emotions arise, etc. In the end, only emotions are left to drive actions. Even the word "interpretation", in addition to the meaning of body and mind, can also be interpreted as "reader's feeling after reading" This thing is forgotten. .
These situations were really hard, but Ben Xiong couldn't help, and he could only thank them for being the clues for Ben Xiong to interpret his current situation.

4. In 2021, what gives you the deepest sense of meaning or gives you the greatest sense of power?
I really never thought that in 2021, when I forgot to interpret the fragments, I did not paint or write, but continued to conduct professional interpretation, interpretation and interpretation for myself and others. Finally, when I picked up the pen again after a year, I painted. The art of drawing has improved a lot.

Some people say that all skills come from long-term training, but people often only see the efforts that can be seen, but fail to see all kinds of psychological problems, which makes a lot of room for improvement bound by psychological factors. It becomes short and narrow, as if a treasure chest is at your feet, but because you only focus on the front, you not only fail to find it, but also accuse it of hindering yourself when you accidentally trip over it.
Sometimes, Ben Xiong also doubts the practicality of "deciphering fragments", but when he saw the progress record of painting above, Ben Xiong reaffirmed the usefulness of "continuously disintegrating".

5. In 2021, a farewell or an encounter you experienced
In 2021, Ben Xiong experienced countless encounters and farewells. These encounters and farewells are often only one or two minutes. They will come to the front, thankful for their future generations and their feet to run, thankful for their future generations and the freedom to choose food, and thankful for their future generations To be able to see such a beautiful sky and landscape... Then, as they were read, they left, freed from the days bound by debris, and returned to where they were supposed to go. When they leave, they or we will cry, and the reason may just not be that someone will be so happy and excited for having a sip of lemon tea in a paper pack, or cheering because they can dance.
Next, whether they will reincarnate, or stay in this world and continue to work, is their freedom—and the freedom they finally get.

6. How has your relationship with your body changed since last year? Do you like your current body more?
Compared to a year, Ben Xiong knows his body better and likes his body more. Although he sometimes felt uncomfortable, paralyzed, sore, and even fainted because he touched the soul fragments, Ben Xiong knew that these problems would be solved soon because of interpretation.
At that time, I want to start running on the sports field again.

7. Share with us a good book, a good movie or a good song you meet in 2021

This time, I recommend Light and Shadow created by Hiroyuki Sawano for League of Legends Star Guardian. Ben Bear didn't play League of Legends, but this music - it should be said that Hiroyuki Sawano's music is really nice and touching. When Ben Bear interprets the fragment, he will listen to it from time to time, feel it, and then tell those souls that I am still on the road.

Song : Light and Shadow (Hiroyuki Sawano feat. Gemie) "Star Guardian Theme Song"
Artist : League of Legends

How does it feel
Got no one on your side
It isn't how it is really meant to be
How does it feel
Got no one on your side
It isn't how it is really meant to be

As light and shadow
The sun and the moon
Torn between love and hate
I've gotta get it somehow
Gaining by losing always haunt us
To our dying day stuck in the haze
How did it ever come to this

I thought I'll never see you again
Once the stars were scattered in pieces all over the galaxy
Eyes on eyes what d'you wanna regain
After all I wonder how you feel 'bout this madness

8. Share a moment that meant a lot to you in 2021 with a single photo.

9. Please fill in the blank: 2021, disordered matters.
Fill in the meaning of this word, is it positive or negative? For Ben Bear, chaos is both beautiful and crazy. What kind of platform Matters will become in the end may require a more perfect answer after the rapid development in 2022.

10. Does hope last forever? Even if it was a painful memory, a painful experience, a painful day.
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