Slightly bleak dream, can't have fun

The first thing happened during middle school.

My parents are both working in the school in their dreams. They, together with the class teacher and other teachers, take our class to the resort to play. There are two resorts to experience.

They took us to visit two resorts first. We looked at the resort from a high place, and the sights we saw were like paintings, and words were difficult to describe. Unfortunately, I am not good at drawing, and can only enjoy the scenery by myself.

A resort built by the sea, with blue sea and clean sand. The residence is very distinctive, with the appearance of a round hut like a coconut shell. It was a hut that could only accommodate one person. During the day, you could open the upper part of the coconut shell, add sea water to it, and sunbathe. In addition, there are hot springs in the resort.

A resort is under green hills, among lush meadows, bordered by a vast lake. The residence is a very delicate-looking log cabin, and one room can accommodate several people. There are also small animals such as sheep on the grass, which are very cute. If you go sightseeing, you may also play with the lambs.

Both resorts were great, and everyone was so excited after the visit that they immediately talked about what to do while on vacation.

Then we go home and prepare for the trip. As a result, my parents didn't plan to let me go to the event! They let me study at home! He also said that you are so introverted that it would be awkward to hang out with the people in your class.

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Unable to refute!

However, they also took my brother to play, and my brother is not from the school! So I watched them go out one by one at home and said goodbye to them.

There was an interlude in the middle. The bus that my dad and classmates took broke down in the middle, and they temporarily rested at a nearby tourist resort. And that villa is also very interesting to hear from them. The decoration style has local characteristics, the activities are full of cultural charm, the rooms are clean and comfortable, and the price is high.

I am so envious!

So I did one thing in my dream, I asked my friends to complain on the Internet, and I even added two crying emojis. In reality, I did the same thing after waking up. I immediately went to my friend to tell me about the dream, and made an expression like in a dream... This article was completed after sorting out the chat records.

Part of the dream is chatting with an ex, D, via email. D came to me first, I replied, I don't remember what I talked about, it was a trivial matter in life anyway. After a few emails back and forth, D mentioned that the message with his ex probably expressed that he still had the desire to revive the old relationship. I replied to an email to show my firm single attitude, and then I didn't read D's reply.

I remember it was written like this in the email:

Because of my personality and psychology, I don't work as hard as others, I don't meet others, and I can't guarantee that I will only stare at my partner and not be curious about other people, and will not focus on other people. These two points determine that I do not meet the preferences of most people, have a stable or high-paying job, and value my family.

I like to do what one wants to do, even though there will be a lot of emotional pain, I can regulate and bear the consequences on my own. This is already difficult, and I want to try to avoid being dragged down as much as possible. If I have to be extra responsible for another person and let another person intervene in my life, the psychological and life balance can easily be disrupted and ultimately not beneficial.

It can be seen that my desire to be single in the dream is also very firm, and then I went to Matters to discuss things with other people.

I was discussing travel with someone and he asked me how I would plan my route if I had no travel experience at all.

I said the first place I want to go is Hong Kong - for some reason this comment has a footsteps, an all too real dream. Then the other party replied that it was good, where is the next stop?

I'm going to reply that it's Thailand and then go to Japan, explaining that it's cultural reasons.

What I am curious about is Japan, an Asian country that has been influenced by Western culture and has been deeply Westernized. From various aspects of news and cultural studies, many Japanese personalities are not very similar to those of Europeans and Americans. For example, have the mentality to avoid causing trouble as much as possible, work according to the rules and regulations, join a company and work in it for the rest of your life, etc. They are influenced by local culture and social environment of different periods, and at the same time, they are deeply influenced by Western political and civilization concepts. The characteristics and contradictions generated by this are topics worth discussing.

As for Thailand, I was not very curious about it at first, but thinking that Thailand still retains the royal family, and the status of the king is still very high, I feel that it is also a special country. Thinking about getting to know countries that are not so interesting, and seeing unexpected things, I put Thailand ahead of Japan.

In short, today's dream is a bit magical. Although I didn't go to the resort to play, I still took a look at the scenery, which was worth it. The scenery in the dream is particularly beautiful, with green mountains and green waters, blue sea and blue sky.