【Miscellaneous】【Prose】FM

I once said arrogantly and honestly that my father was like a radio that was no longer on FM, unable to communicate with me. At first I felt resentment for not understanding, but now I have let go and am comfortable, I understand that his world has been too solid. Many elders are like this, and I don't want or want to change their thinking. On the one hand I don't think I'm completely right, and on the other hand, I don't want to change other people's long-held, dependent thoughts.

In his world, there is already a theory of operation, how difficult it is to hear different voices, let alone FM.

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Today's recommended song is "Centrifugal Force" by Yang Naiwen. The lyrics and music are Ge Dawei and Huang Jianwei, both of which are very moving. The window before going to bed is so clear, the night is very dark, and there is a lyric, which reads: "Don't hug / Don't kiss / I will shatter / No more complete / I don't exist / There is no possibility of disappearing" Remember When I first heard this song, I was amazed.

The kind of distance that welcomes and refuses is very charming.

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Speaking of frequency, I still remember that when I was a child, I hoped that others would agree with what I said; but when I grew up, this impulse became a little weaker. As I grow older, I realize that the world is really big, and not everyone's ideas can be divided into right and wrong. For example, it is mentioned in Heart Flow that it is getting harder and harder for us to measure whether our standards are correct. For example, when we see the sacrificial attacks of terrorist groups, which involve religious supremacy, it is difficult for us to say whether it is right or wrong. In addition, I seldom hope that others will fully accept my words. Another point is that I am not sure that what I say is necessarily correct, which is laughable and generous, so I simply keep my mouth shut.

When I was typing this miscellaneous note, the Ukrainian-Russian war was on its sixth day. Are we not enough tuning? But I really don't think that war is justified enough to take a person's life. When a person dies, there is nothing in his world, not to mention his self-realization and national identity, it is not so easy to explain. As a tiny citizen, or human being, that's all I can think of.

At least for me, being alive is important, and I hate war, it's nihilistic and cruel.

Happy FM.