狠一點就是狼｜七日書³◢◤₄愛的根源

　關於愛情的忠告、道理、邏輯、經驗之談等等的無棱兩可，就算了吧。我確信只有理智和客觀的事情才能被準確預測。

　所有形式的感情都是主觀的，理智未必需要優先考慮，所謂的預測，均為斷鳩估。雖然我閒時會去翻一下塔羅牌，旨在以理智的路向說東道西予人安慰、替人斷鳩估罷了。

　以下與愛情有關的感覺，是比較客觀的敘述。正好用來解釋我往往主導不了的情況。

⭔　Love is a disease with different stages.

⒈　Anxiety when I find it. Nope, not excitement. Excitement won't get me jumpy & nervy.
⒉　Fear of losing it. A typical pessimistic person I know I am. Never have I believed good things will stay long.
⒊　Depression when it starts to leave me. Finally it ends as I thought of, 9 out of 10 times. , like I can't recover.

I always recover from my last relationships. Time does heal. I got no hope on recovering from the love disease though. Sooner or later I might be queueing up once more for this sick cycle. Like a born masochist, maybe I gain my pleasure through the domination and repeated pains, in the name of love.

　工作上，我是固執的領導者。面對感情的事，會感情用事，別來教我如何狠下心腸，要懂早就懂了，差一點還一頭狼咧！

　總要有人來負責被動，這不用分輸贏。沒有意見，不浪費腦汁，又少一點爭拗。你我不再是十八廿二，橡皮圈來回拉鋸，再疲勞和老化就會斷掉。最好能撐到我死的那天。

　後來的事，早就拜託過你，我不會開這種玩笑，你不要比我先領盒飯。　　⭓

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