You are the first Matters citizen you meet!

Jeger
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I thought Tender Boy was at least a freshman

When I was your age and didn't have the Internet, it was unimaginable to have the opportunity to meet a strange uncle who was two rounds older.

It should be because of the interview camp and the suffix discord that we have more interaction in the past six months. When I saw you type: "I want to watch the sea alone!" It was like an order that touched my uncle's compassion: "Is this person asking for help?"


I almost reflexively said, "Then I can accompany you!"

(I'm not sure if the meaning behind my sentence means you can accompany me too.)


Later, he private messaged me: "I still want to see the sea alone, but we can go to the enclave bookstore together..."


I laughed, for me, I couldn't find any situation that would make me want to go to the beach alone and walk.


"So why do you want to watch the sea by yourself?" I don't remember asking him that.


He told me himself: "Looking at the sea alone is the seventh level of loneliness voted by the villagers. I want to subvert this idea."

At this time, his expression turned out to be a gentle and gentle man, and gradually overlapped with the image I knew on Matters, and his words were sharp and rebellious!


I immediately asked, what is the first level? He sent me a picture.


"What? Going to the supermarket alone is the first level? Isn't it ridiculous?"


"You see it the other way around, the first level is the mildest," he said.

(Wow, am I dyslexic? 🤣)


Well, it seems really pathetic to go to surgery alone.


"Anyway, the Internet is full of some messy sayings!"


He often said harsh words when he was cold, and his face instantly turned pale, but then he returned to be shy and shy, like a white rabbit chewing carrots, the kind of white cheeks that would tempt elders to want to pinch.


I did my best to put on a social gag mask and set the atmosphere to a sizzling restaurant (although we were eating sushi carousel).


Yes, I stuffed the caramelized salmon sushi into my mouth, and the air finally condensed. I noticed that he also put away his smiling face, and secretly observed my eating pattern with the whites of his eyes. In fact, I could not taste every bite of the food I took. smell.


When I said that I was actually a bit socially disabled, he responded like everyone else: "I can't see it at all." However, I was so nervous that I lost my sense of taste and was just joking to hide my real-life social anxiety. I was still watching him out of the corner of my eye.


In the cold air, his face was expressionless, and he even showed a hint of panic. It seems that it is difficult to hide the pressure of eating with the elders? I asked the young man, "Which line do you think I am in?" I started to play guessing games, or, what is the biggest gap between my real person and your original imagination? (I just can't get enough of this question.)


The tender man said, "I always thought you were a woman!"


It's not just you who think so.

I don't know how many times I laughed because of this "thinking". You have seen the real person, and you still can't forget the image of the editor-in-chief that you derived from my words in your mind? So that female editor is still very sexy, right? 😆


However, when I saw a tender man, the original image of him in my heart shrank. Sometimes I would feel that it was a violent thing like deleting a photo. The image of him in my imagination was irretrievably lost forever. Lost.


"Then what does your dad do?" I started asking about his family. Unexpectedly, he did not answer me: what does my dad do. His answer was about his interactions with his father.


I was amazed that he jumped straight to the deeper level: describing the relationship, and then he started confiding in me some personal stuff. Everyone needs a window for dialogue, right? Sometimes we say truer and deeper thoughts to strangers. Because strangers don't really enter their circle of life? So you let go of your guard?


By the way, he said I looked like a vet and I literally burst into tears on the spot! 😂 Even if I ask why? I'm afraid he can't answer it either, but I like the intuitive answer, even if it's far from the truth. (The reason why I laugh is because, in fact, I don’t dare to touch a dog, I’m always afraid of being bitten back🤣)


In fact, Nen Nan and I originally had an appointment for tomorrow night, but because I had asked for a late-night movie ticket at Eslite Nanxi Store tomorrow night, I changed it to tonight. But, in fact, the movie was shown tonight, and I was an idiot who made a complete mistake about the time. In short, after eating sushi with a tender man, I had to rush to the enclave bookstore, and then rush to watch the movie. The schedule was full. (I told Nen Nan: I got you an alternate movie ticket for you)


The uncle with time anxiety reminded the young man, "You still have a piece of fried tofu left!"

Enclave Bookstore is not far from Exit 1 of Ximen MRT Station
Handwritten recommendation is very gentle

(As a result, Nen Nan declined the opportunity to watch a movie with his uncle. 😉)


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