"Wanderer."

Date: 2021.12.12

Location: Kaohsiung City

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Last week, I chatted with D about what each other was doing recently, and unexpectedly found that each other's recent plans have too many common directions, so I was invited to participate in the "keepwalking dream funding program" together. I met D two years ago, and they became friends because they were both people with dreams. I tried hard to get from "zero" to "one", but I haven't made it yet, so did D. Two years have passed before we know it, and we are still on our way.

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"Two years have passed since we were on the road to realize our dreams, and although there is nothing significant that represents success, we are still full of motivation at this moment, only to realize that as long as we know what we want to do, we have the motivation to get up and are willing to Keep going in your life, keep going."

So in the autobiography of the sponsorship proposal, I wrote this paragraph. Only then did I realize that what I have always cared about, was more willing to continue to do something than what I did in the end. If I could, do it well by the way.

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The writing is really enthusiastic at the moment, but many times I am not sure whether it is "something to do" or "doing well", which is what motivates me to do it. Or maybe it is because both of them are attracted to him, so he is willing to participate in this project. It's just that when the name of the plan says "what wakes us up is a dream", I also ask myself

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"What is my dream?"

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I remembered that when I was sorting myself out a while ago, I was reluctant to set a so-called "target", because I was afraid that if I set it, I would be kidnapped by my "target". Also because I was unwilling in my heart, when the "dream purpose" was written in the plan, I was stuck in front of the computer and didn't know what to do.

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There are too many things in the future that I can’t grasp, so I want to live in the present, but choosing the present moment that I think about it also seems to symbolize that I am actually afraid of facing the future that I can’t grasp, so I have to hold on to the present, but I don’t know” The "now" never actually existed, and in the end nothing was held.

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"I think after writing it, the website structure that I couldn't write before seems to have come out."

After working hard and finally sending out the proposal on Thursday, partner D said

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In fact, after writing it, I suddenly felt a great leap forward. I had always been afraid of being kidnapped by the target, only to find that it was never the target who really kidnapped me, but the fear that I would not be able to control the future.

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At first, I believed that life ultimately needs to return to the mountains, so I did "Returner" together, but it was not until I left "Returner" that I realized that returning to the mountains was never the only answer in life, but in the past two years, I have been studying adventure therapy in the mountains. Days, but persistent in this. It was also because of leaving that I saw the possibility of returning to outside the mountains and forests, and only then did I understand that there are countless ways to exist in life, and each existence is worth being left behind, so I have "Wanderer_Wanderer" at this moment.

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Because I left a few months ago, I no longer want to believe that there is a solution in this world, thinking that everything is nothing, but maybe I just haven't seen the possibility of existence. Not seeing it doesn't mean it really doesn't exist, so with the concept of "Wanderer_Wanderer", I don't know what the future will be like, but at present I want to create an environment where people around me "can speak, willing to speak", Find the possibility of your own life together.

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Because I believe that as long as you are willing to move forward, you will have the opportunity to see.

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I finally wrote down my "dream" and successfully delivered the plan before the deadline. Looking forward to the future of actually implementing this project, regardless of whether it wins or not.

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"Ideas are illusions, but without such illusions we would probably be schizophrenic, and man would have to seek a purpose." -Kant

Or maybe the moment of constantly exploring countless possibilities is just an illusion of falling into one's own ideas, but that is also a matter of real progress.