Quiet Night Feelings [109 Academic Test/Test Writing Chinese Composition]

碎生
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Have you ever thought about how many nights you have spent? What kind of feeling does the night bring to you?

For me, it is probably a lonely enjoyment.

You suddenly looked up, and the sky outside the window became darker and darker. There were only three or two stars in sight. In the quiet night, I heard the sound of drizzle tapping on the window lattice, and I seemed to be absent, but I still managed to make a sound. breathing sound.

The world is empty.

How many nights have you had insomnia? I never counted them in detail and didn't care too much. Maybe I was really tired. My thoughts gradually became chaotic, but my senses became clearer and clearer. Even the sound of my heart beating was deafening in the silence. I have thought about insomnia. For me, it may not be the inability to sleep. It's just that I can't bear to fall asleep, and I can't bear to let this night go again. Because I know that even if it is a new day when I wake up tomorrow, the heavy tasks will still continue from yesterday.

Then, the passing of the night also means that the day is coming. Thinking about it makes you even more reluctant to fall asleep. Let's put it this way, although I am obsessed with the sultry night, is that just because I have lost the courage to face the sun?

I'm just afraid that I won't wake up tomorrow with worries.

More than 900 years ago, while listening to the waves of the sea at night, Su Shi wrote a sigh: "The boat has passed away, and the river and the sea have left me with the rest of my life." Even though I have the same joy for the quiet night, I still can't restrain my feelings for it. The yearning for sunshine, expectation but fear, hesitation and persistence, it is an empty dream that cannot be touched but cannot be let go.

Then, instead, he was held hostage deeper in the vortex at the junction of night and day, either actively or passively.

But in this materialistic world, there is always some indescribable gravity that is taking you forward. This is a transitional period, and I am being redeemed by the night.

do you know? The charming thing about the night is that although it is quiet, you can still feel a kind of companionship. It is approaching your broken body and soul with silence and tenderness. I understand that at least at this moment, I can only stay away from the hustle and bustle for a while, and the tears at night can only stay in the present, "because the human world is my fundamental purpose." Since I can't escape the desire to be among the crowd, then Accept, accept the departure of Qi Ye; accept the sun that will still shine brightly tomorrow. I think I need to understand that night can be a crossing in my life and an oasis in the wilderness of my soul, but at least until I can let go of the warmth of the day with ease, I cannot regard night as my destination.

"Born mediocre, it is inevitable to be disappointed and powerless." On a sleepless night, the stars in the sky were still shining spontaneously, the rain outside the window continued to rain, and my breathing gradually became calmer - let last night be left to last night, and be brave Before facing the dawn of tomorrow, I want to embrace my unique soul again.

There is no reason.

 "Melancholy is the enthusiasm after depression. Regarding my soul, please believe that the part that remains unchanged..." - Yang Ze's "As if in the King's Father's City·Yonghuai"
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