The story of the tree hole (5): Sometimes, I hate myself so much

TreeHoleShadow
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"Sometimes I hate myself so much"

I hate myself so much, I obviously don't like it, so I have to pretend I like it,

I hate myself so much, I obviously like it, but I don't have the courage to say it,

I hate myself so much, I obviously don’t want to cry, but my unsatisfactory tears fall,

I hate myself so much, I want to become mature, but still so naive,

I hate myself so much, I want to be alone, but I'm still so incompetent.


Sometimes, I also hate myself and hate myself for being powerless,
Blame yourself for being too greedy,
You have to think about it for a second, and in the end you won't get anything.


After blaming, I went around in a circle,
back to the starting point,
After thinking about hating, I am still me,
What will happen will continue to happen,

Maybe,
There is only a fine line between hating and liking,
The one who hates crying, you just haven't found the beauty of crying,

From another angle, you may cry often in the past,
to make you who you are now.




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