【Worry】——Sleep, lover

There was no way to fall asleep.

With his hands across his chest, his fingertips grabbed the edge of the quilt and kept rubbing it, and three lines were drawn between his brows. Li Donghai was so worried that he kept sighing and tossing and turning.

Hyejae is really tired lately. Although he kept reassuring himself that there was nothing to rush an announcement, nothing to promote an album, nothing to design a stage, but his eyes were bloodshot and his voice was tired and hoarse when he smiled at himself. I passed out in the waiting room yesterday, and I told Tego to keep it a secret.

A few days ago, I lost weight in my arms. Thinking of Li Donghai's eyes getting wet, He Zai was so tired that he still smiled to reassure himself.

How could it be nothing. Lee Hyuk Jae are you stupid?

Li Donghai woke up early in the morning. Li Hezai slept beside him, without taking off his makeup, he took off his coat and fell on the bed.

Li Donghai looked at him quietly, but he didn't expect that Li Hezai's cell phone alarm rang at this time.

Lee Hyuk Jae woke up suddenly and grabbed his phone from the bed.

"Are you going to catch the announcement?" Li Donghai murmured, straightening up and sitting on the bed.

"You were woken up? Does the stomach wound still hurt?" Lee Hyuk Jae approached him and put his hand on Dong Hae's face worriedly.

Li Donghai avoided and refused to look at him.

"Little sea?"

"...you should be angry."

"Um?"

"I lost my temper with you yesterday and wanted you to spend more time with me, why aren't you angry?"

"Why should I be angry?"

Li Hezai didn't understand what happened to his child suddenly. After all, Donghae should be angry.

There have been too many trips recently, and he has no time to meet with Donghai at all. Although he lives together, he can't even eat a meal.

Even Donghae was diagnosed with kidney stones and was hospitalized for surgery. His friends took turns to take care of him. One of his boyfriends didn't pick him up until the end.

He didn't have time to accompany him after he was discharged from the hospital. Donghae felt so lonely when he was recovering at home and his wounds hurt.

"I didn't take care of you in the hospital, so you have to be angry." Lee Hyuk Jae took Dong Hae's hand. Although Donghai held him, his eyes still refused to look at him.

"I didn't accompany you to eat, I couldn't talk to you, and I didn't help you change your medicine. You should be angry. You should scold me and lose your temper at me."

Li Donghai finally raised his wet eyes to look at him, holding He Zai's hand and grabbed it tightly.

"I'm not good enough for you, don't cry, it's my fault." Lee Hyuk Jae hugged Donghae tightly.

When Donghae said that he was going to break up yesterday, he was crying on the phone. Although he quickly said that he was joking and tried to ease the atmosphere with a smile, he couldn't hide his thick nasal voice.

"I'm not on the show." Lee Hyuk-jae pressed Donghae's shoulders, and the two fell back on the bed together.

"No way, Tego will be angry." Li Donghai was eager to get up, but Hezai suppressed him and didn't let him move.

"I should have missed the schedule when you were in the hospital, and I should have been at home with you, but I didn't. I did it wrong."

"Hae, you will always be my No. 0. I'm sorry for making you sad before. I'm sorry." Lee Hyuk Jae stroked Donghae's hair and held his lover firmly in his arms.

"That show—"

"It's not important to you."

"Tege-"

"It's not important to you."

"Album—"

"It's not as important as you." Li Hezai kissed Donghai on the lips.

"It doesn't matter to you. Sorry, I was wrong before."

Lee Hyuk-jae apologized many times that day, and Donghae was dizzy when he heard it. It could also be because Hye Jae kisses him every time he apologizes.

Well, Hezai can rest well. Li Donghai picked up the person who had lost a lot of weight and fell asleep around him, and sighed that he was so good at acting, and that he could accept it even if he lost his temper.

Saying that they broke up is to bluff him, and he is also pretending to be unhappy. There is nothing to be afraid of when surgery is performed.

But it was true that he missed Hezai, and the choking on the phone at that time was also true. He missed him very much when he was lying on the hospital bed, but he was an artist. Of course, he knew that Hezai couldn't help himself, but it didn't mean that he didn't love himself.

"In a relationship, it's okay to throw a tantrum and turn a tired person back into your arms."

Li Donghai thought so, smiled lightly, and kissed Hezai's forehead. Sleep well my love.