"Personnel affairs are gone."

Date: 2022.01.18

Location: Hsinchu City

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"So how long has it been since you broke up?"

"It should be three weeks."

"I still remember it so clearly, it looks like I still care."

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A few days ago, I went with a friend to walk along the Takashima Island. The simple route was originally arranged to go with C. I wanted to bring the beauty I saw in the mountains to her. I chose the approachable route. A good time will not be too difficult or too far away, but unfortunately in the end, I can only stop at wanting.

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Even if we were separated, I still wanted to go this route, so I found my former mountain friends to go up the mountain together. In the drunken Gaotaishan camp, he was asked about the story of being broken up a while ago. In fact, I don't know if I still care, but if I can talk about it at that moment, the wound should be healed to some extent. It was only when I recalled those painful days that I realized that the most unbearable pain at that time was human affairs.

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"You don't know what real loss is."

"It can only be understood when you love someone more than yourself."

A few days ago, I saw this line of "Soul Catcher" when I was skating FB, and I suddenly felt the same feeling. Thinking about the breakup, whether it's family or friends, every time we talk about it, everyone feels unexpected. What was unexpected was that I, who had only dreams in my eyes, was willing to change and start a stable life.

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Although I was not willing to change from the beginning, it took a long time to try to take the first step, but the reason why I am willing is that I feel love in it, so I am slowly willing to choose not to have my previous dreams for the sake of love , decided to try to live a stable life. It's just about to start changing, and it's over.

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Speaking of being the same, I can't tell what the so-called "lost" is at this moment. I just feel that the person and things that hurt at that time are not. Not coming. I don't know why, when I understand it this way, it doesn't seem so painful. Perhaps what I see in "Human Affairs Is Wrong" is no longer just the end, but another starting point.

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The new year feels like most things are gradually getting better. The days of hard work accumulated, the opportunities that were once invisible, have recently appeared one by one, but this is another story of starting point. I don't know how the process will be, how the end will be, I hope you can all enjoy it.