[On the way to career change] Study hard while struggling

After writing the title, I suddenly found that I can use such a label [On the way to career change] as a record of my mental journey.

This week, I started to feel a little more motivated and less confused than I was a month ago. Because I seriously reviewed the past six months, I did not achieve anything, I absorbed a lot of things that I had not been exposed to before; also because of severe hair loss and gray hair, I began to realize that I was really stressed. Fortunately, the hair stylist said that I should have After the worst period, it is gradually recovering.

Mindset Change: Make Yourself a Contributor

In fact, not only has the amount of hair gradually recovered, but the mentality has gradually changed from being closed and just wanting to take care of yourself to finding ways to make yourself contribute.

When I first started working in the hospital, it was easy to offend my boss and feel unreasonable. Even though everyone has been doing things like this for a long time, I resisted doing it if it was unreasonable! If you don't like it, you want to correct it; if you want to change the environment, you should do it well, but if you don't do it well, I'll take all the blame! And after receiving " retribution " (laughs), in the end, as long as it's none of my business, I can hide. After all, everyone gets the same money, so why bother? Gradually numb the sense of the surrounding...

 Disliked? Just close your eyes.
New thing? Whoever is the first will lose.
unreasonable? I can't change anything by myself!

But now I feel that I have gradually returned to my heart full of enthusiasm and exploration. If I encounter similar things, I will know how to protect myself better than before, but I can still achieve my goals. At least what I do now will not be attacked inexplicably, and I can adjust whether it is good or bad.

When looking at things, they are more likely to think positively: what can I do? I'll try it out! Oh, that's how it will be! So how about changing it?

Everything goes back to my nature that likes to research and explore . I found that I have learned more in the past six months than in a year in the hospital. But when you want to learn something, but your wallet is tight, you will think, if you are still in the hospital, you will have extra money, right? ! Of course, I did not continue to extend this assumption. I know very well that because I quit my job and my life was suspended, I forced myself to start thinking seriously, and then I started to explore outside.

A timely sense of crisis can push yourself

I think everyone who is engaged in their own business or who is changing careers needs to live in peace with a sense of crisis. At the beginning, they will be very anxious when they can’t find a direction. Sometimes they will only worry about anxiety and can’t do anything. Once you find a way, the sense of crisis will not allow yourself to do nothing, and at the same time keep telling yourself: don't scare yourself, you can do it. bring it on! Don't need much today, just do a little bit. Get started!

The result of compounding

1. After listening to the one-hour long English, I found that I understood 80% of the time! In fact, more than two years ago, when the seedlings who wanted to change jobs were born in my heart, I began to take one-to-one English courses on a regular basis. At the beginning, it was just an idea of "I have read a lot of English since I was a child, but I didn't do it well". Unconsciously, I gradually understood that the content of the film does not need subtitles. This feeling is really happy and increases my self-confidence.
2. Writing practice , look at my first post, the title doesn't match the body. In fact, I regret that the first article was a newcomer to punch in. Later, I carefully studied how the articles I was interested in would be titled and how the content would be laid out. I also bought "Precision Writing" for reference this week, and found that expressiveness begins with thinking. But also because of the content of this book, I want to write a good article too much, but I can't squeeze anything out. I didn't start typing until today after sitting in front of the computer for an hour. But writing an article here will record the number of words, as well as the number of tracking and clapping, which is a proof of progress, proving that this period of time is productive.
3. Discovering interesting productivity tools and improving work atmosphere , I wouldn't know so many useful electronic tools if it wasn't for the old-fashioned way my mom works with paperwork and I figured out how to get the tech stuff right. From feeling that I can’t do anything, I have been choked by my mother for not taking my brain to work, to this week my mother said that it is a good risk to have me, otherwise we will be able to sign three contracts within one hour, each in triplicate ( 9 contracts in total). Thinking that since I started working with my mother, we have also quarreled every day to once a week. I struggled every month and only made it to the end of the month. Now we get along better than at the beginning.

thank you

In fact, I'm not really naked, because I still have assistant work to do, I think some people will think that I am lucky to have family work to do.

I am grateful to the nobles who pushed me along the way to the unknown (hospital work is a visible known life, because every day is the same; the unknown is that I don't know what I will be like next year?)

Although I haven't made my vociferous ambitions, and although the money is not as much as before, I feel richer than before, because I find myself making continuous progress, and because anxiety makes my mind eager to absorb new knowledge, no longer rigid Dumb, holidays are no different from weekdays, so after getting up, I just think about what to do today, so that I can have a little bit of productivity or learning ability.

Thanks @arandomguy for providing this video , I benefited a lot after watching it.

Thank you for struggling along the way. To quote Mark's mailbox: I"m awesome!

★Finally, I will add the lunch made by lazy people who I learned from my friends. This is also something I never thought to learn before . Originally, I can only cook noodles, because I ate my own boiled noodles for half a year. When I feel tired, I want to learn some new tricks. People really have to find a way to learn when they really feel the need. (laugh)