Mood Diary ⑯ ~ Depressed Brainless Woman

really

I'm still a little concerned

My friends and seniors told me not to care about such crazy people

But this is my personality

Try to convince yourself not to care

I finally mind

On October 11th

On the way home, I want to talk about buying some fruit or a healthy meal or something.

Because I was lazy and didn't want to take the MRT, I decided to take the bus back to the rental house.

I got on the bus, of course I moved inside.

I want to say that I will get off the bus soon, and I will not find a seat to sit down or go to the second floor.

Give up seats to those in need

When someone got on the bus at the first stop, I moved in again.

Move in front of an uncle who is indescribably fat

He's probably fatter than a single bed

There is an aunty to get off at the second stop and the third stop

aunty sits by the window

On her right sits a fat boy with a single bed

It turns out that he is the child of the fat uncle

He doesn't stand up just sits to give way aunty is hard to stand up

I see aunty big bags and small bags full of food

I moved back to make way for a seat

I'm afraid that aunty can't get out of the car with big and small bags

The premise is to first look left and right to see if there is still a seat for me to step back

orgasm

The fat guy who was standing behind me uncle just because I accidentally bumped him while backing away

He called me a "brainless woman"

I ignored it and rolled my eyes silently

At the fourth stop, it was finally his turn to get off.

Before he left, he glared at me reluctantly several times.

Say "this woman without brains" in Chinese

In Hokkien dialect, "this woman without brains"

I muttered silently

uncle you are three times my size

You blocked the bus lane and the handicapped and stroller lanes and hit me

I didn't say anything, why are you upset?

Wronged my mother's daughter

Doing good deeds is inexplicably scolded by others for no brains

Then I can only wish you a safe journey

I vented on IG before

Now write him out

I don't know if I'm in a better mood

Anyway, I'm fragile and anxious, I always care about every bit of this world

Even if you shouldn't care and mind so much

Ugh. . . .

sighed long

It's not my place after all

I can only suffer silently after venting

**I have been a little stressed and anxious recently, and I have been having nightmares. Except for wanting to listen to special songs on a whim, I basically listen to some soft background music, which always calms my mind.

**It’s been a long time since I posted. In fact, more or less every few days every day, there will be small things, big things and small things. I took pictures and wrote down something. In order to post and share, but a lot has happened in the past month. It's a very heavy thing, and I can't even get up to write something, or it can be said that I wrote a sharing article but it was not what I expected, and I dragged it and revised it again.

**Actually, there are several stories about a theme and a warm male artist that I would like to share. I decided not to delay, and I will at least share my feelings about getting to know him in the past few days.

~ 18.10.2020

~ Day217 stay in Singapore

~ Today's song Listen to today: BGM