Mother, do I love you? ! (Finish)

I have always been the center of the family, no matter when my father was alive or when he was gone, our family has always been centered on me, I was so sure, until after my mother started to sleep, I began to doubt, began to doubt me Is it really the center of this home? Or, it's just me being held tightly in the center of my palm...

"It's not that I don't want to see my mother, but every time we go, she always uses her thoughts to force us to do it, and we can't communicate at all." The wife's unwilling tone was helpless.

"I know, I know, she wants you to take the baby to see her, so you should just let the baby see grandma, okay? Just let it go!" I coaxed my wife, hoping that she could get out of the deadlock first and go. Look at mother.

"Okay! But let me say it first, if she starts to dislike me again, I'll just take the baby away!" The wife turned her head and said to me willfully.

"Okay! I know!" I gently hugged my wife into my arms.

"Mom, we're here to see you, and the baby is here too!" We walked into the ward and said to our mother, who was lying on the bed watching TV.

"Oops~ Grandma's favorite baby is here! Do you miss Grandma?" The mother said, touching the baby's body with her hands, with a smile on her face.

"Grandma, why do you want to go home? I miss you." The baby asked, playing with the quilt with his little fingers down.

"Oh~ our baby misses grandma! Grandma will be home soon! You have to be good, grandma will accompany you to memorize English words with you when you get home, okay?" The mother touched the baby's head and said kindly.

"Okay." The baby replied while still playing with the quilt.

"You can't forget the promise you made with grandma! If you listen to grandma, you will become a famous doctor like your father." The mother held the baby's little hand and said while rubbing it.

"Mom, you can rest well. You don't have to worry about the baby. I will take care of it." After the wife heard the conversation between the mother and the baby, she pulled the baby back to her side and said to the mother.

"I know you have your arrangements, but as a mother, I have more experience than you. You see how good the children I have raised are. I just give you some advice." The mother's tone was very flat, but she felt that for raising children, She won't give in easily.

"I know, but this is my child. I will give everything to nurture him. You take good care of him. This is more important than anything else." Inside.

"Oh... what do you young people know? In my eyes, you are still children. How can children know how to take care of children better than me?" said the mother.

"Mom, maybe in your eyes we are still children, but in fact we are adults, we have the ability to judge right and wrong, we have our own ideas, we will respect your opinions, but that doesn't mean we have to listen to you." The wife's voice gradually became louder.

"You see that my son is today because he listened to my arrangements. Otherwise, how could you be so lucky to find a good husband? Besides, he said that he respected my opinion, and what is respect if he didn't listen to my words." The mother said sarcastically. the wife said.

"Okay! The baby is still here!" I said loudly to them.

"I also want to take the baby and my parents to go shopping. I'll take the baby away first, and you can rest well, mom. You don't have to think too much about unimportant things." Did not want to hear the mother's next answer or continue the dialogue with the mother.

"Hey~ I can only go shopping all day, can I take care of my children? I really can't see it! Even if you don't come to the hospital to take care of me, if you come, you will only be against me." The mother said with a sigh, her tone full of sourness.

"Mom, we have our own lives, this is my family, I hope everyone in my family is happy and happy, I know you are for our own good, for the baby's good, but now the most important thing is your body, You can't keep losing your temper like this, your mood will affect your body." I patiently communicated with my mother.

"Your family? Don't you count me as a mother in your family? I raised you so hard, and you talk to me like this for an outsider, are you still my son?" The mother began to get a little excited.

"Mom, that's not what I meant..." I explained quickly, but was interrupted immediately by my mother.

"That's not what you mean, what does that mean? You want me to take good care of my body? Are you still qualified to say that? I don't want my body anymore, and you don't have to worry about me. I don't have a good son like you." The mother tried angrily. Unplug the drip.

"Mom, I get it, don't you do this?" I quickly stopped my mother, answering her in the same compromising way as before.

Mother didn't speak, she covered nearly half of her face with the quilt, turned around and closed her eyes, not wanting to pay attention to me anymore. I stood beside the bed and obviously saw that the quilt was rising and falling fast with my mother's breathing. I knew that my mother was angry, but I could only stand there and couldn't say anything. It was the same as before. It's the way my mother and I get along, and I don't know if it's become a knee-jerk reaction, or if it's the only way we can be at peace with each other.

Since that little dispute, my mother's health has been getting worse. My mother insisted not to use painkillers, my mother insisted not to ask for nursing, my mother insisted on using the most effective medicines, my mother insisted that my wife should take care of her twice a week, my mother insisted The baby recites the English words, the mother insists not to compromise with the wife or give in a little bit, the mother's insistence is threatening me with her life, the mother's insistence is using the father and ancestors to suppress me, I am powerless to resist, Powerless to say no, because I know that if I go against her will, she will only get more stubborn and crazier.

The mother's persistence did not last long. Gradually, her words became less and less, and her spirit became less and less as before, and her body became thinner and thinner. Gradually, the number of times she cried out in pain became less and less. Then, one day, she fell asleep all the time, quietly and peacefully. Looking at her mother's sleeping face, I remembered that kind mother when I was a child.

"Mom, I'm here to see you! You look good today~" I helped my mother cover the quilt and sat down on the chair beside her.

"Mom, rest assured! Now your body is all right!" I said looking at my mother.

"Mom, I've been thinking about a lot of my childhood recently, will you remember too?" I asked, holding my mother's hand.

"Mom, I will always stick to our promise! I will never forget it, don't worry!" I continued.

"Mom, you know I've always been filial to you! I'll try to repay you!" I ran my hand through my mother's hair, smoothing it out a bit.

I walked out of the ward, closed the door softly, and walked slowly back to my office. I took off my medical gown and took my bag to go to the basement to drive home. I parked the car downstairs and waited for my wife, baby and parents-in-law to come downstairs. We were going to have dinner. During the waiting time, I kept thinking back, thinking about my childhood, thinking about the life that came step by step, thinking about my strong mother The scene of fragile tears, I thought that I must repay my mother well, because she really did too much for me. Soon the wife, baby and parents-in-law came downstairs, they happily walked to the car and got in the car, carefree, then we set off for the restaurant, we went to our favorite Chinese restaurant, the food there is by far the best I have ever eaten The food, the wife and the others also like it very much. They are happily talking and eating. I love this kind of life. Looking at them, I feel that I am the happiest person in the world. After I took a deep breath, I drove the car out of the Chinese restaurant and saw how happy they were. Even if I wasn't there, they still lived the same, happy life.

"Let's get a divorce!" My wife handed me the signed divorce agreement.

"Why? You know I love you very much, and you love me too, don't you? Divorced, the baby has no father!" I begged my wife.

"I love you, and I don't want the baby to have no father. I don't know what my life will be like if I get divorced, but we must divorce." The wife's insistent tone was a little choked.

"Can't we work it out together? I don't want a divorce!" I cried to my wife.

"I'll leave the document here, you can sign it and hand it to the lawyer!" My wife said to me in tears, turning around and leaving my office without hesitation.

I slumped on the chair, looking at the divorce agreement on the table, I kept asking myself, and kept thinking, why did my wife and I come to this point, why did we become like this, and when did things go wrong? I have been thinking over and over again. I don't know how much time it took to find the answer, but because of my state, the hospital forced me not to work for the time being, so I was like a soulless puppet in the office, not knowing what to do in the future, not knowing what to do next How to live, until one day I found that I couldn't do this anymore, so I left the office and went to my mother's ward to visit her, and when I looked at my sleeping mother, I suddenly found the crux of all the problems.

"Mom, I'm divorced. We're the only ones left now. You must remember our agreement. I'll stick to it, and so will you, right?" I looked at my mother and said lightly.

"It hurts, it hurts to death!" The mother said weakly on the hospital bed.

"I'm about to die, she still doesn't even look at my mother-in-law, she's really a vicious woman." The mother cursed weakly.

"You are not worthy of my son. Letting my son marry you is the worst choice I have ever made in my life!" The mother said viciously to her wife, who did not reply, but just listened quietly.

"Look at the baby's father, didn't I work hard to grow up? The baby should be like his father and become a good person. The way you take care of the baby is simply wrong! You will only make the baby have no future." The wife still did not Answered, just lowered his head and listened.

"As a man, you can't take care of your wife, are you still a man? What will I feel when I see your father after this?" The mother continued without wanting to give up.

I looked at my wife who kept her head down and didn't speak, her shoulders trembled slightly again, I got close to holding her hand, only to realize that she was actually crying, I held my wife's hand tightly, we were like two The kid who did the wrong stood, bowed his head, and didn't speak. After that day, the wife never came to see her mother again, and her mother, who became more and more ill, began to fall into a coma. In the ward that used to be full of disputes, now only the weak breathing of her mother and the sound of life-sustaining instruments could be heard.

"I think I'm going to see your father..." The mother began to lose consciousness and muttered to herself.

"Mom, stop talking, can you rest well?" I said to my mother choked up.

"I saw your father, I want to apologize to him and my ancestors, I helped you choose the wrong woman to be your wife..." My mother whispered while weeping. This is the third time I have seen my mother cry, and suddenly , the instrument sounded loudly, and the doctors and nurses all ran in to rescue. The mother was a strong person, and she recovered in a flash. In the following days, my mother went through many rescues. The doctor told me that my mother could no longer be rescued, so let my mother go! As a physician, of course I know, but I can't do it, I can't let my mother go, and my mother seems to feel it, so every time she is rescued, she will miraculously recover her vital signs.

"Mom, I'll stick to our promise! You can't go, I haven't paid back the kindness you raised me." I looked at my mother and said.

Every day that followed, I would go to my mother's bedside and talk to her. When I left the ward, I would tell my mother my agreement with her again, to let her know that I still persisted and I did not give up.

"Let her go! Your mother's body can't take the emergency measures anymore, let her go! So she doesn't have to suffer any more!" The doctor patted me on the shoulder and told me.

"I know, but this is my agreement with my mother." I looked at my mother who had just finished first aid and said.

"Ah..." The doctor shook his head, sighed and left the ward.

I slowly walked to my mother's hospital bed, sat down and held her hand, I stared at her, and then said to her indifferently, "Mom, I have not forgotten our promise, I am your good son, right? You have to abide by the agreement, okay?"

"Mom, I won't let you go, absolutely not, don't worry!" I continued.

"I have to pay you back for everything you've done for me in this life, so I won't let you go."

"Mom, all the decisions I make in my life are up to you. After you have done so much for me, I feel that I must stick to our agreement, and this is also your decision, so this is my best reward. When I finished speaking, the sound of the instrument sounded again, I got up and gave the space to the doctor and nurse to give first aid, I looked at the mother who was being rescued from a distance, as usual, the mother's vital signs were stable again, the doctor saw After looking at me, I went out without saying a word. I walked towards my mother again, and gently touched my mother's aging face.

"Mom, after you've done so much to me, I won't let you go so easily, absolutely not." I whispered in my mother's ear, and then left the ward with a smile.

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