Middle-aged unemployed ___ full-time job as rice bug monthly report 2021.02

February 28th! ! Fewer than 31 days feels a bit of a loss! My youth(?)! Time passes quickly, and I will review the financial + physical and mental condition of this month again😶

Then I learned to use emojis! Sure enough, middle-aged people still need to learn a little about new things!

Depression is still unstable

 Continue to take medicine and suffer from the side effects of the medicine. There are times when the situation is very positive when you see hell!

Since I’m all at home, I’m usually a normal person without any major issues. I’ve been laughing a lot recently, and I can meet and chat with my former friends. Although I often regretted it later and hated myself, I felt that the person who showed myself outside was not the real me, but I gradually felt that this matter was not that important, and naturally I did not give "she" during the busy February. "More caring (I don't think she cared much about me).

I changed the medicine once or twice in early February, because the side effects of the medicine have affected me too much, and even I felt that this was not enough, and I had to improve it immediately! But my doctor doesn't think so, the medicine that caused me side effects is still on my medicine list, showing the importance of this medicine...

My cat was very constipated because of illness since childhood. One of the precautions when I was discharged from the hospital was to massage the cat's stomach for 3 minutes every day. After the sea ginseng grows up, because it eats raw food, I still pay attention to its poop condition, record the number of poop days on the calendar, and pay special attention to it when it is exercising in the litter box. Once I saw the red tender meat on its ass turning out, I was so frightened that I thought it had prolapsed.

The side effects of the drugs made me see hell. I went from mild constipation to completely severe constipation because of the increased dose. Since I have a bad stomach and eat less every day, I didn't care about the frequency of going to the toilet, and I didn't take it seriously for a few days. That day, I suddenly found out that I haven't used the toilet for a long time? (Is it two weeks?) So I took 2 stool softeners (for the past few months, I have relied on stool softeners to achieve the excretion of things in the body), and the effect of the medicine appeared soon, but it was really difficult because the stool was in the stomach For too long, it turned into a lot of stone poop, strangely shaped, and Taroko lost its color. (Yes, I have observed it carefully.) The diameter of stone poop is larger than the maximum diameter that the sphincter can achieve, so it takes a lot of force + stool softener to promote gastrointestinal motility to complete this arduous task. The result was an 18-hour painful prolapse of the anus. Because the stool and the sphincter could not be retracted, I was desperate, and the stool softener made my stomach overreact. I couldn't sit or stand. The whole body was shivering with chills, and it was stuck like this all night until the next morning, without sleep. It looks like the "depression vs gastroesophageal reflux vs stone poop stuck" multiple choice question will be my world conundrum. The process really freaked me out. I almost had to go to the emergency room in the middle of the night, but I was the only one at home that day. I really didn’t have the strength to do anything for myself. My buttocks hurt to death all the time, and then I lost my temperature (the body was flushed with hot water several times), and I couldn’t urinate. It was extremely painful. The next day I wanted to go to the hospital immediately (although I had already expelled a full stomach by 10:00 in the morning and my buttholes were full of sores), but the stomach pain was so bad that I was weak in the afternoon and asked my mother to drive me to see the doctor.

In addition, in February, I received a case that required multi-party communication, which made my condition worse from time to time. I really hate communicating with people, and I hate anything that shows my wrong existence. Moreover, the differences in multi-party communication and working methods can easily lead to multiple information asymmetries and unconfirmed preset ideas, which are constantly happening. My anxiety and breakdowns also often end up trying to take control of this body after the day's work. How nice to be a snail.

I'm still in good spirits most of the time! Also seems to have gained something from other jobs. I feel that there is still a period of recuperation (or recuperation ) needed to combat my illness.

Mickey's financial information

 15,000 yuan for receiving the case, the first payment of 3,672 yuan, 41 online tutoring classes, about 20-25 hours, 2,598 yuan for small part-time jobs, 2-3 days, about 12-15 hours, 3,000 yuan, available wealth management interest 4,800 yuan, cat raw meat expenditure 500 yuan Occasionally have dinner with friends

Presumably these numbers organized my February finances.

In the case of multi-party communication, the first payment was given as a deposit in February. I am the fire brigade. Because of the language of the parties and the exhaustion of the execution of the case, the responsible party needs to hire another person to communicate the execution of one of the items, and that is me. After listening to the complaints from several parties about the unification of the enemy, I took the case naively. It's not difficult for me to do this case, that's when I'm doing it myself. Now I am subject to the self-concept of all parties, and the unified enemy who has the right to speak does not have bad communication in my opinion. From the first day of the case to the present, the fierce battle and defense between various languages (on the communication software, and in everyone's heart) have never stopped. I hope that unless you are the controller with the right to speak, you can express your opinion. . Others, please do not imagine without authorization that when the work is different from the controller's requirements, the public enemy should be arraigned to resolve their own crisis and rationalize the teammates of Shenzhu. I hope this case is over soon, and there is still HP left to make my curtain call in disgrace.

Another crazy decision I made was to become an online tutor. Originally, I just wanted to pretend that I was working hard. I completed the application form filled out at the beginning of last year and submitted the application materials. As a result, I had an online interview on 2/1 the next day. 2/2 is officially launched. (After the second year of the epidemic, the expansion of the entire online platform and the optimization of the steps to solicit tutors are another story). At the beginning, I was also anxious and panicked, because I faced people and because I didn’t believe in myself a lot, I kept panicking and retreating. Under the guidance and guidance of the instructors on the platform, I have learned a lot. It is really hard to sell classes and try to teach. The new characters are cheap and cheap, and the teaching is only 3,000 yuan. I think I will continue to do this for a living, and taking the case and tutoring has taught me one thing: I don't want to be told what to do anymore! You have to listen to me.

After all, the small piece-rate remote work cases I received from the 104 website are really easy and good. I spend about 2-3 days and 4-5 hours a day to put the sentences provided by the customer into the system and reorganize them. The judgment the customer wants is priced per sentence. I said that I am very good at copying and pasting (really), so these sentences do not take too much time to process, and it is very easy, there is a quick 2600 yuan! It seems that there will be more cases of this type in the future.

Because of the Chinese New Year in February, I added vegetables and better meat to the cats, so the cost of this part went up. In the past, I used to buy raw meat to cut into pieces and mix it into raw food recipes. I was lazy this month, and I didn’t want to have sore hands, so I bought ready-made products. I told myself that because I received a case and got a small income from tutoring, it doesn't matter if I increase my expenses 🥩🥩🥩

The interest income part of wealth management is about the same as in January, and this figure is roughly stable. I hope it can be a little more, but the funds have not been allocated (the point is that there is no funds). I spent hundreds of dollars on dinner with friends this month.

With a job, no routine

 I don't have time to watch Korean dramas and variety shows!
I want to eat food for one person by myself and move to a decadent life with my alien sister

Because of the online tutoring, the time has been cut into small pieces, and there is too much time for lesson preparation. On the contrary, there is no time to watch dramas like before. No time to even eat. It's really hard work. My personality is to get things done first so that I don't feel uneasy, so I always give priority to preparing courses and making teaching materials, no matter what the cost. I have to be anxious to prepare before class, and this kind of repetition occupied most of my time in February. In the past few days, I have a little time to catch up with the schedule of some of the films I want to watch. There is no time to think about how to manage money to increase interest. One day, in addition to having one or two classes in the morning and afternoon, I had 6 marathon classes in the evening from 5:00 to 11:30, and the boat capsized. Said he had to go to sleep and told me to read the solution directly (too bad! Explosion!)!

The bad stomach also made me tired. I wanted to eat a lot of delicious food. When I returned to Taiwan, I didn’t eat the Taiwanese food that I missed for a long time. IG saved a lot of stores, and I missed it. I always eat with my family and I dig a couple of bites next to it and I'm full. Later, the nearby stores used to see us go to dinner and help me prepare a small bowl and chopsticks😅? When can I eat one or two full meals by myself? Having brunch with friends today, I insisted on giving myself an excuse to be happy, and ordered a sandwich + set meal (chips, small salad, sugar-free black tea), and in the end, I only ate all the chips, barely swallowed the small salad, and please leave the rest as they are The clerk took it away. Buy a small salted crispy chicken with sweet and spicy, it can be dinner and lunch the next day (and then don't have to eat dinner again), I feel that I don't have the energy to get up lately! Hope to be able to eat delicious food soon! (So is life so dark that I don't know why I survive!)

I went back to my hometown during the Chinese New Year, and I needed a local meeting to take a case. I lived in my hometown with my cat until the end of the month, and so did my sister. My sister is an alien, and I still don't know her from close observation, but she is very large and often surprisingly intelligent (compared to me, a sinful soul trapped in a sick body). Decadent is really happy, but in fact, February has been the most fulfilling period of 2020 for me!

The schedule for next month is already very busy. Will it be better next month?