Be that sunshine (singer Zhuang Lingyun incident)

"Your Life didn't end, so why can't you live it?" In Neverending Nightmare, Thomas's wife said so puzzledly when he left Thomas arrive.

But for a person who is tormented by the past, even if he wants to understand, he will never be able to understand. Just... just... a little tired.

Linkin Park frontman Chester sings in Heavy: "If I just let go I'd be set free." But even so, there is no choice Unable to let go (Holding on), he seemed to be in a relationship with him in the past, and everything was very heavy.

In the last words of singer Zhuang Lingyun: "I don't want to give you anything, so I just want to tell you that I love you very much. Alas! I don't know what happened..." Also Reminds me of Chester in One More Light: "Who cares if one more light goes out, well I do. In this world, they are like sunlight, illuminating others, but burning themselves out.

In the movie "The Sunshine", the mother of the eldest son Chen Jianhao, who was very irritable for talking on the phone, turned off the boiled water, took his younger brother's unmarried pregnant girlfriend to visit his younger brother, and even after he passed away, he found his father who missed him in a dream and smiled at him With a simple sentence: "I just came to see you!" It seems that in his life, he can only do anything for his family with empathy, and cannot be a burden to others. As in Zhuang Lingyun's last words, she constantly thanked everyone, apologized to everyone, and even forgave her father who had extinguished her last bit of courage: "I want to tell my aunt (Zhuang's current girlfriend) that my father has been suffering a lot. ..." and her mother who left her selfishly: "I want to tell Abo (Zhuang's current husband), mother will trouble you to take care of her again. She sometimes has an aggressive personality, but she is actually very fragile." In the last moments of her life, she still thinks about those who hurt him... It's so warm, but for herself, it's so cruel.

This reminds me of Bertolt's final realization in "Attack on Titan": "That's right, no one is wrong, it's all impossible...because this world, isn't it...that's it Cruel?" Bertolt, who was always cowardly, still thought of the enemy in the battle of life and death. Just like the sun, above the rainstorm, it is still gentle in its own way, standing firm.

When Chester asked himself in the song, "Who cares if one more light goes out in the sky of million stars?" and answered lightly, "Well...I do." It hurts my heart so much—" Why must such a warm person be tortured so cruelly by the world?"

Although, when night falls, the sun will eventually leave us, but that kind of heat leaves traces of its past existence with warmth, leaving a little residual warmth for the cold world.