"Self-indulgence Series #2" - Tired and easy to collapse

At 6:56 this morning, because I was very anxious, I was forced to get up and go to the bathroom with my eyes half-open. After finishing the incident, go back to bed quickly.

Unexpectedly....

The nightmare followed, and between waking up, a man seemed to walk up to my bed, squeeze the phone close to my ear, and ask me to deal with something he couldn't understand. Taking a closer look, my God, this man is someone I don't like very much in the workplace. Before I could think about why he was here, the uncle on the other side of the phone kept urging him, as if he wanted to What kind of printed format and detailed documents should include... (I thought to myself, I'm very sleepy, can you tell me if you can wake me up?), just when I was about to respond, I suddenly woke up, startled It turned out that I was dreaming just now, and the call between the man and the uncle didn't exist...

God, my mind and body seem to be exhausted to the extreme...even sleep is affected. The last time this happened was like the first wave of the epidemic in Hong Kong two years ago. At that time, the business volume plummeted and everything was out of budget. 21 hours a day, I was dealing with difficulties and thinking of countermeasures. The pressure of rent, salaries, other costs, etc., is like a rope tied around the neck.

It took a lot of effort to get back from the abyss back then, but today I can't go in anymore...

Today, this nightmare may be a warning sign for me. After getting up, I calm my mind and realize that I have worked for many days without a vacation, and my vacation days are also thinking about the company.

Fatigue accumulates, and the mind becomes fragile, which leads to collapse. . . .

I don't want to do anything today...