persistence of choice

To this day, they have not been vaccinated, they are not proud of themselves, they are not engaged in confrontation, and they are not powerful at all.

It is a perseverance, it is perseverance for one's own future choices. To put it bluntly, it is a selfish decision, but it will not bring actual negative impact on the surrounding.

In the months after the vaccine was mass-produced, I thought that if the vaccine can effectively reduce the probability of being diagnosed and infecting others, we should fulfill our civic responsibility. By chance, I mean the probability that, in the "Law of Large Numbers", the relative number of times accumulated over time leads to a conclusion as the criterion. The more data, the closer the results will be to the truth of the theory (classical probability). This is why the sample size should be large enough when tossing copper coins, doing public opinion interviews, and census. Another example is that after the large-scale goods are completed, the export products are also inspected according to the universal standard requirements of different AQLs of customers.

It is definitely not an arbitrary decision made without normative basis, moving a gantry, abandoning professional opinions, the earth is under my feet, and the subjective probability of "what I say".

If you "say it", it is almost equivalent to telling people in religion that you are where the truth lies, and even hard stones can be turned into gold. The prerequisites for people to believe and support are to have enough faith in religion and enough data in vaccines. The longer it accumulates, the more disconnected the vaccine becomes from the risk of transmission. Then it is no longer a necessity when conceiving the "original intention", but becomes a personal choice . Then came the sweetness of the incentive to rack your brains, not benevolence, but to give you a candy when the law cannot eliminate the right of personal choice. If the lure is not successful, add some color of not drinking toast, so that you secretly wonder if you will lose the factory if you don't eat sugar. Thinking out of the box, you can see that the restrictions on forest species cannot effectively prevent and fight the epidemic. It's not the virus that successfully intimidates, but people who don't want or can't accept a life change to get vaccinated. Of course, to continue to insist on your own choices, in addition to having the right to choose, you must also look at your own abilities.

Although try to save as much as possible, but fixed monthly expenses are inevitable. Sitting and eating until the landslide becomes flat again makes me sweat. How important is the persistence of choice before you are willing to give up eating, buying, and having fun and voluntarily walk into a dilemma? I can't calculate it, after all, material life and mentality cannot be measured on both ends of the scale. I'm looking at it both physically and mentally. Also just to see, no serious planning and budgeting over the use of time and savings.

▋ body

No one can say for the time being the long-term side effects that vaccines may cause on the body. I'm only forty-five, and I haven't reached the middle age mentioned in Luo Zhiguang's " Logical Talk ". If the vaccine brings about a strange reaction, and something grows out of the old affected area, the body is mine, and I am the only one who can bear and experience it. It is extravagant to think that even if someone takes responsibility or settles a claim, it is only an external thing later. Moreover, the authorities and medical institutions are vigorously pushing from various aspects, but on the other hand, they wear a helmet to hold the contradiction , and everyone decides whether to get vaccinated. Facts have proved that the existing vaccines cannot prevent the diagnosis, and the efficacy is only to reduce the chance of severe illness and death. The gap is too big with the illusion that he is so excited that he has been preaching like an elixir for a few needles.

Furthermore, the virus will continue to mutate for the foreseeable future. Different sub-variants recently are more contagious, and they may not be immune after recovery. Vaccines have failed to effectively prevent epidemics in the first place, let alone later variants? Relying on their own physical adjustment to coexist with the virus, other countries have gradually returned to their original appearance.

▋ Heart

I admit that half of my heart valves are narrow-minded, but it is by no means blindly not following the team for the sake of contrarian. In the past, I have always been a chore in work, because I can change to today's rice. Fortunately, "emergency" is my former belief. After the trials that the Celestial Dynasty has given us, we have not seen any miracles, and the vaccine still failed to give me enough reliable beliefs or data. Although my body was full of tingling pain, I couldn't rashly give up my persistence in the palm of my hand. Killing my right to choose by myself is like taking off the bottom line of my underpants. I can't accept the "what else you can do" in my ears. Other places are recovering the old prosperity, we can only be bothered to welcome (annoyed but flattered), after two doses and three doses, blindly accept the intentions that are not by virus experts, and continue the fourth or fifth time without knowing what to do?

This is the longest pain I've ever experienced, and it's also the most tenacious one I've ever experienced. Although the 110,000 people in the city today, although I don’t know if they all have similar thoughts, I am also grateful for myself and everyone’s persistence.

█▋Suggested reading: Interview with five Hong Kong people who did not have injections: When I was restricted from entering and leaving the premises, I felt like I was living in a dungeon