daily

2022/8/17

Seeing that the sun outside doesn't seem to be so hot, I don't know where I got the courage to decide to walk to the Quanlian near my home to buy things. The Quanlian is about 1 km away from my house, but it is not far. It’s just that I have to walk to the Quanlian on a hot day at noon. If I don’t have full confidence, I probably won’t do it. I was foolish enough to think that it wasn't hot outside. It was only halfway through that I realized that I had really overestimated myself. Just as I was about to go back, I felt that since I went out, I would complete the mission as much as possible, so I tried my best to complete it.

On the way back, I wanted to drop by to buy a Chinese meal, and I remembered the 7-11 near my house, but I had to take a short detour, and I felt tired. After all, my stupid behavior made the sun almost dazzle me, and I really didn’t want to walk any longer. road.

When I wanted to give up, I suddenly remembered that on the way home, I would actually pass another newly opened convenience store, because I have never entered it, and it does not exist in my memory. I never thought of using it as a place to buy Chinese food. My head has been frozen in the picture of another supermarket, and this scene also makes me feel that I am really a person who does not know how to change.

This idea suddenly made me feel a little frustrated. I thought I should be a person who is very good at solving problems, but I failed to use it flexibly. Sometimes I learn from the mouths of the old man and the children that my ideas are too old-fashioned and unpredictable, and they become a stubborn person in their eyes.

Now that I see myself applying everything I know so smoothly, it seems that there is still much unexplored in my brain.

8/17

In the morning, the sun was still in power, and it started to rain heavily in the afternoon. I looked up at the clock: 4:50 pm, which is the time when most companies are ready to go to get off work. This heavy rain must have affected many office workers. Usually it's not my off-duty time, so I don't worry about the weather, but today I'm on vacation, and I'm preparing dinner for my son, my grandfather, and the heavy rain makes me worried. As a parent, this is the case. The children are old enough to get married and take on the responsibility of a family. As a mother, I am here thinking about the weather and worrying about the embarrassment that the rain may bring to them. It's really not a moment to be idle.

And this is the daily life of an average parent. I think even if I am in my fifties, my parents will still worry about me because I am their daughter, and the fact that blood is thicker than water will never change. Caring and love have followed, and now I am such a parent.