life, break away.

Plan a sharp turn.
After studying at nine o’clock, I was riding on the way back, as if I was back in the time and space background of Girls’ Generation and I was still outside. No wonder the little old man with a mental age of over eighty years old would say, I am still in my twenties. Sister! 😅 At that time, I also worked in the service industry for many years, in the outfields of PUB and KTV, and at the bar counters of various tea houses. I remember that the master at that time was surprised that I learned very quickly. I remember that I was very happy at that time. Later, I I always thought that design was my main business, and I chose to roll in the design circle, but I was rarely as happy as in the service industry in the past few years. I once wanted to go to Tokyo to learn foreign confectionery, but at that time the ambiguous person gave me a dessert bible. As a result, I was persuaded to quit because I had no budget, so I gave up going to Dongyang! 🙄 Now I have the opportunity to learn cooking skills from a teacher again, restart the cooking spirit, shredding, mincing, slicing, and dicing are all techniques that my master in the service industry taught me in the past. At present, handling whole fish is still relatively simple for me. difficult! 😅

Does the soul have a secret code when they make an appointment to meet?
The counselor once said, don’t talk about feelings before you clarify, the little old man and I just met by chance, and naturally we walked side by side! The thirteen-year-old gap, dressed in his early thirties, hides an eighty-year-old wise man, he said, I am a five-year-old appearance, but my heart is a girl in her twenties! It seems out of place, out of tradition, and when they get along with each other, they are familiar with each other. It seems that two weirdos get together inexplicably. The gap in age, and the inner struggle, naturally walk on the path of the present, and don’t think too much about the future. , the variables are still very large.
We sighed, it seems that we have known each other for a long time, the little old man saw through me at a glance, and I understand what he said, although sometimes I don’t understand the deeper ones, but I believe that, after all, the minds of the sixty-year-old are still in the know. what! The little old man with Astray qualities showed me what Brother Xiong might look like when he grew up, with his uncoordinated body movements and extreme intelligence. His seemingly domineering behavior hides his own reflection and adjustment, and there are no unrealistic promises. Only actual actions are often unexpected, and I, this life is probably destined to deal with the Yas people, surprised or frightened.

I came back to the cooking world because the little old man said with absolute certainty, "I'm holding a shovel, not a pen." If I take the therapist route, I'll be hurt and my heart will be shocked. It's the first time anyone cares if I'm not. Injuried! At first, I just had a tentative mentality. I didn't expect that this little old man was serious. Then, he arranged a series of exercises for me, which started my ascetic practice in the cooking world. This sudden change caused a lot of conflicts. I resisted and angrily showed that he wasn't angry either, he just didn't speak, and in a few days, I would see him adjust his approach, and I felt that he was adjusting! This delicate relationship requires some distance!

Twenty years of design career.
No one notices that I have been in the design world for 20 years, everyone only notices that I change 24 bosses a year; no one sees that I have been in the design world for so many years, only that I can't stay there I have been in a company for a long time; there are many bosses who have recruited me to join the company, but only one boss who can let me play 90% of the time, no one can understand why I can't be like an operator and stay in a unit for a long time, give me space for what I can do Great, I'm stuck with so many limitations! I grew up in a country that was not suitable for me, and the counselor said that if I were abroad, I could be like a duck to water; the little old man said that I was talented and knew not many people, but I would have no problem cooking food! Where did the inspiration come from!

Accidental contact with spirituality, only to know that when you have been having problems in one place, it means that the universe is reminding that it needs to turn! In the past, I always thought that design was my career. I persisted for 20 years even though it was rough and rough, and I lived a third of my life in this way. From other perspectives, I also worked hard for a long time, but it did not conform to the society. Looking forward to it, and I have wronged myself for a long time in order to meet the expectations of the society.

We are in a time of change, where impermanence is everyday life. by "Mom, don't make trouble"

The old does not go, the new does not come.
The appearance of the little old man has strengthened my ability to break apart. I sold the sewing machine and the coke machine that I had not used for a long time. It was supposed to be a spare machine. Once I put it away, two or three years have passed, and only one is left. use.

The camera that could not read the memory card was estimated to cost more than 3,000 yuan to be repaired. In the end, I chose not to repair it. Thank you for accompanying me to many places and leaving many beautiful memories.

After the evaluation of the immobile iMac, it was still worth 6,110 yuan, and the old one was replaced with a new one, and the new purple version was replaced. I will write the unboxing article another day.

The bookshelves are full of books, and some books that have not been picked up for a long time, may not be picked up, or probably will not be picked up, are sorted, uploaded and boxed, and then sent to the reading book for sale. This wave of sorting I have three boxes, more than ninety books, and I will migrate again. I will try my best to buy e-books obediently in the future! This is a life attitude that changes thinking through practical actions. When you are no longer attached to anything, your body and mind will naturally become lighter!

Practice living alone at any time, if I am the only one left in the world.
After Brother Xiong's back-to-school day, he went to Taipei again to spend his summer vacation, and I went back to my single life again. On holiday days, I woke up from a nap, the house was in a panic, and when I was watering the flowers, the wind was blowing cool, I didn’t want to ride the Oudou to the door, grabbed my shopping bags, and planned to take a walk to the Quanlian next to the cultural center. I saw you halfway. At the other end of the park, there seems to be a store with a lot of vegetables, and people are coming in and out one after another. Why don't you just buy it here! On the way back, the wind was blowing hard, and it was pitch black in front of me, urging me to move forward quickly and enter the house in the falling rain.

Sometimes after the backup breakfast is finished, I will go to the breakfast shop I am used to. One I always sit by the window, and the other is also sitting at the bar by the window. Later, I realized that I am very marginal, and take me on the edge. Only then can I breathe smoothly, leaning my phone against the window sill, I can eat breakfast while reading, sometimes look up at the pedestrians on the road, and think about myself thoughtfully, the weather in Tainan has been unstable recently, and the weather is not right, so I have to get up and leave quickly , otherwise the rain would be too kind.